you know what?
I super love how my blog looks like now.
because it's SNSD HOOT as header. they look super hot right? haha
I know. Big fan of SNSD
whatever, need to sleep now

my Suni hhaa =]

had a chat with my babe SUNI haha
super happy now.
the emo me born yesterday has just fade away haha
it's back to the happy me
thanks my babe for chit chatting with me.
made me feel much more better. lol
LOVE HER TO THE MAX
I want a group call with meiying and suni haha
miss suni badly, seriously.

XOXO

SNSD - HOOT Music Bank 102910

totally awesome you know? haha

watch it on ASTRO KBS WORLD just now

so freaking happy haha.

those who aren't a fan of their

maybe you'll like them after this haha

hope you will!

SNSD hoot mini album DAEBAK! FIGHTING!

now only I found out that I'm always lonely.
I don't get people's concern.
most of them are the one I care most.
some one has too many assignments but I don't dare to voice out
some one is in a relationship now, I don't want to interrupt them
some one has an admirer, totally have those relationship feel, which doesn't need me anymore
some one has exam to go, I should not talk
some one is doing slide show, I should leave her alone
as for the others? I don't know. I don't have a clue about it.

As for me, what I used to do when no one talks to me is listen to song
and watch drama and search for songs
always alone while others are busy with their stuff

when I feel boring, no one will be there to entertain me
when I feel boring, what I do is listen to KPOP songs
when I feel boring, I will watch music video
no matter how boring I am, I don't think they know
even though they know, they would just ignore me
and go on with their topics. which didn't really clear the boredom inside me

why am I being so emo again?
gah, what am I turning into?
some emo freak? I don't want to be one of them
I'm a optimistic person. I am, I know I am.
but I couldn't control myself from not being emo. such a freak.
whatever. I don't wanna care how people think about this.
ya, maybe I was meant to be alone, so maybe you guys should just leave me alone.

I thought you will check my blog everyday like how I check yours, it won't take you more than an hour to read it. even if it take you for one minute only I feel glad about that, but I guess you won't have the time to do so. don't know why I type this also, as if you really will read what I post here

HOOT!

haha This is HOOT by SNSD which is like so HOT! including my siwon haha

here you go!

One more to go

I submitted my Fundamental of Accounting's assignment on Monday
I did my English for Communication presentation on Tuesday
happy enough! felt so relief after I did the presentation yesterday.

So, I just have one more to go.
Macroeconomics test on Thursday which is tomorrow
I should be studying now actually, but I just feel like blogging.
I'll study tonight.

oh ya, I cried on Sunday
I still remember it haha sounds stupid though
I cried because I miss my high school days
I miss the days where we can talk like nobody's business
big bunch of friends
know almost all the students of your form. ain't it cool?
with all the QM duties, the canteen food.
that was those days.
I read all the post of last year. that's why suddenly it burst out.

I just miss high school.
The fun and
The moments
lol. High school was the brightest in my life, currently hahahaha
ya, so true, undeniable.
wondering are my friends thinking the same way too?
hope so! toodles!

Die

Living a life is like almost a mission impossible.
I'm so fed up, I even thought of transferring from TARC to Sunway
but I know my mum wouldn't let me to do so, so just forget about it.

Sometimes I regretted that I studied at TARC
because I couldn't be the old me in front of my college mates.
I don't get to say "deng", "spoiler", "don't ban yang pls".
and for goodness sake, I don't think my college mates have good sense of humor.
they don't joke how I used to joke in front of my QM kaki.
I didn't even get the chance to communicate with them in ENGLISH.
this sounds sucks ok? no English during college life? WTF! FML!
How? tell me what I should do?
I am not trying to discriminate them, but for serious, how can you not speak English?
this could kill me you know? sounds so shit.
and what they said are so superficial. Don't they know there'a big world outside?
luckily , nikki and wenxing aren't like them. for once I THANK GOD.

Sometimes I felt so relief that I studied at TARC
because I don't have to feel the peer-pressure
people in Sunway dresses nicely and with brands.
If I don't have a big amount of capital to invest it on clothes, I could die studying in Sunway.
Some more it's so near to Pyramid, I could broke easily.
and get fat easily because the land area is not as big as TARC.
and near to Pyramid, everyday go there eat those not nice but expensive food, some more it's fattening also.
MY GOD!

I feel contradictory. gish! really deng.
It's so hard for me to find some one who really speaks English in my college right now.
oh, yes I remember, the only hot guy in my lecture hall speaks fluent English.
but, I don't get to know him, because he's like so cool
and maybe he thinks girls from TARC are weird.

Life is so hard for me,
If I'm rich enough, I wouldn't be here sharing all the troubles.
I can buy whatever I want and do whatever I want.

No English during college life. EFFECT OF IT? SIMPLE!

GOT ROTTEN OR DIE!

saw that photo above?

*guess what?

He is the one

who will  be in charge to....

kill me.

Nights people

wondering whether to buy the Super Show 2 DVD or not.
in dilemma, officially. always in anyway. sigh, pathetic la me.
like those wu zhi shao nu. haha. but I don't care I'm enjoying it. haha
bye dudes.

some people just get the opportunities that they wished for
but some people don't.
the do's and the don'ts



























WELL I AM THE DON'TS

Fuck My Life. worst day ever.
suppose to submit my presentation outline draft to my lecturer to do checking.
got all my details, ready to type, and the fucking asshole microsoft word wants me to enter a product key.
nevermind, I found the product key, finish entering.
this time even great, it shows "the key is invalid"
I was like what the fuck? how am I suppose to type my outline then?
this is so not good, so unlucky ok?
the day before to check my outline, and the microsoft word told me my product key is invalid.
unbelievable man. SHIT! damn pissed now. god damn it. GAH!!!!!!!