just took my macro coursework 2 and I totally screwed it up. for the first time I lost at least 5 marks in a test. It may sound kiasu, but seriously its really heartbreaking when you're trying to achieve something but end up you failed in achieving it. Because what I'm trying to achieve now is not just a particular good result, I'm aiming high, in order to get a scholarship for my advanced diploma, in that case I can lessen my parent's burden, and we could use the money to spend on other stuffs. Maybe not 4.0 again but give me at least a 3.85 for my 2nd semester. ok, range from 3.85 to 4.0 for every semester of my whole diploma course. But I shouldn't give high hopes cause it will only turn out to be a disappointment. Ya, so, I just hope for the best in everything. just let it be, and study hard for my every semester's final. FIGHTING!