S.T.R.E.S.S.

Hmm. It's July in about a week. Haven't start studying for my finals.
Buddha. God. Allah. Whatever religion it is. Please let me get a cgpa of 4.0 this sem. I beg you!

don't know why do I feel so paranoid lately. 

Stress level just pass through my head. way head above. 

Le sigh. So afraid that my results suck like shit, 

should have be more hardworking than ever

but for the past 6 weeks I've been slacking around. 

SLACKING!!!!  

my god. PLEASE SAVE ME!

high school. miss it so much.

at least my stress level are not constrained by time.
at least I still get to fool around everyday
at least I get to see all my friends everyday.

Selfishness

Ya. It's been awhile since I last post. Well this random sudden posting it's because I find somebody is unsatisfied with me giving some emo shit face but I don't give a damn cause I don't live to please you. What I do I'm not regret about it.

Assignment is fewer but the quality required is much more higher since it's the last sem and everybody is fighting at its best. And my group mates, like finally after so many sems, I no longer need to be in the same group with that person. I might be acting evil as a witch for kicking her out from the group. But I don't care cause I'm caring for my own benefit and for my group mates as well. After that incident I no longer trust her she can deliver what I want. Ya. Imagine you've reminded and yet work not done. I get so pissed at that moment and it taught me a lesson never ever to be in a same group with this person even though there's only a sem left to go.

And one day my friend told me he is pity of her. I told him you shouldn't cause this is what she should encounter after putting us so much trouble and not realizing it that she has some attitude problem on her assignments. And expecting us to clean up her mess if she done it wrongly since its a group assignment.

I know I'm acting very cruel on her but you have to pay for what you did. It's time for her to fall and get back up by herself. I fall once during my SPM, I had an unsatisfying result. I was very unhappy about it but ever since then I put in a lot of hard work to achieve what I want for the past 2 years, nobody can stop me or ruin my hard work.

Everybody is selfish. Everybody wants the best for themselves. Im blogging about this to remind myself. What I did to her this sem is not wrong, i am helping myself, my group mates and also her at the mean time. Cause what shes going through now is what she had placed me at during back few sems. nobody can blame me for what I did. NOBODY!

who likes being sick?

no one! 

not having fever, not suppose to and will not!

Piping in all the waters I could have 

into my body

after all the thai food and mid night french fries

my body turned heaty

YES. luckily recover from sore throat

after gargled with salt water. 

it feels so much better

all my assignments were submitted *yay

did my last presentation today

and my group did quite well

glad the tutor said that to us

I was expecting something worse

like real worse

worse as in we did the whole thing wrongly.

left 2 finals and one test next week

have to start studying the MIS

I have to score well this sem

it's sucks I don't even know any of the cw marks

Buddha and God please be good to me

please do.

*PRAYING HARD!

so stressed out.

short sem is definitely no fun

I mean we have to rush everything

within the short time constraint

it's MADNESS!!!

but it's ending soon

this is the happy part

as soon as it's finish

I'm so free.

and it's me fun time AGAIN!

YAY

shall rush back to assignment now.

6th Semester started. 

Diploma ending soon, 

and the tough part has yet to come

feeling so stresses out all of a sudden 

due to previous semester exam

I think I did quite bad on it

waiting for the results to be released

feel so unwell

Shall do very very extremely well

for this semester

pay 100% effort 

I know I can do it

=)

hmm, I know it's late to say this

me and him had been together for a year

time flies in just a blink of an eye

We quarrel at times but

we pull it off with the problem together as well

ya, and le fussy and da xiao jie me

always throw tantrum at him

this is bad and I know it very well

it's time for me to change this habit

scared he'll dump me one day

I'm serious. 

LOL. alright nuff said.

think this update is good enough =)