Tuesday, December 20, 2011

People move on for a reason, 
because they got sick of waiting,
because they finally letting it go, 
and the utmost is they are no longer in love with that person. 
Yes, for me, I'm ticking 3 of it, ya all of it. 

So, my ex, the one that once made me felt how pathetic I am. 
He suddenly came up texting me one day, 
the only thing I thought was, 
what is he trying to do? 
Trying to steal his ex from the current boyfriend?
 partly Yes. 
I was stunned.

He asked for another chance
but the only thing I knew was
it's too late for you to regret for what you did
you asked for it, I respect you and now,
I've moved on to a better life, so don't stay in the past. 
kindly my advise. 

people look forward. 

Wednesday, November 09, 2011

Freshkon Alluring Eyes Model Search 2011

I joined the Freshkon Alluring Eyes Model Search 2011
in the month of October
so, what I'm about to say for the next second is

ya you know, that's right

I'm one of the top 50 finalist
to get the chance to win the prizes

I need your help
in order to get into top 3
can you readers help to vote for me?

what you have to do is

First, click on the link below 

Then, click on Top 50 Finalist and search for Yinsan Lai


(this is the photo you should be voting for)
ya, that's me.
I used this to join the contest

and then click VOTE!

Vote for me and Spread it to your friends =)

Please do not hesitate to vote for me alright?

it will only take you a few seconds to do so. 

your vote is much appreciated!

KAMSAHAMIDA!!! *90 degree bow*




Friday, November 04, 2011

a rainy morning
what's best about a rainy morning?
you feel like sleeping until the rain stops.
BUT, I have to pull myself up from the bed
to attend classes, ya I woke up at 7am 
whereas my class starts at 8am

so not enough for me to get ready, take my breakfast
do my prayer and the journey to my college
this is totally insufficient.
maybe not totally, ya but
who knows that the traffic today are more congested than normally it is?

screw today, thought of reaching college JUST IN TIME
too bad, the traffic screw it. jam all the way, 
and I was late for half an hour
so, decided to attend the other class
since no attendance will be taken if 
I'm late for half an hour or more

so, lately we are sort of busy
ok, it's just you not me.
a little tiny bit not used to it
but somehow just have to

and ALSO I'M SO SO
so worried that your scholarship will be terminated
hope you'll do well in your course
I believe you can.
you'll just have to pay more effort in it
and change the habit of not doing homework back then.
fighting!

next class starting soon.
appearing as off now
BYE

Thursday, November 03, 2011

approaching week 8.

and worst part of being on the 8th week?
I feel like I don't get any input ==

it's alright. still have 7 more weeks to work hard
I know I can do it.

ANYEONG! 


Tuesday, November 01, 2011

what else more can I say
I'm having a hectic week
since Saturday until now

Saturday attended the SPONTANEOUS 
QM BBQ Gathering among ourselves at kexin's house
ya, I drank too much that night.
went from
sober-tipsy-and I guess a little drunk LOL
NO GROUP PHOTO. MISTAKE
had so much fun that night. HEHE

ya, and I had hangover the next morning
slept at around 6 I think damn imba
had the rest of the day with them as well

Hand in my Business Law today
took my business economics yesterday
and TOMORROW, so stage
Fundamentals of Accounting. 
but whatever. MD.
just give it in. but still scared.
okay. i damn dy. should shuddap now.
BYE

Monday, October 24, 2011

been working for the past 2 days
since first time working for such fair or expo
*FYI* CIS Homedec 2011
actually it's kinda interesting
standing all day, making sales, getting to know new friends
saw a lot of families, different pattern of kids. LOL
it's great to be exact

and it's really a small world
you'll never know who I met

it was Han Yang's elder Brother
this is kinda freaky
because when I first look at him
I though him looking alike to Han Yang
and it happened to be his brother
I never knew he has a brother yo. *facepalm*
*goosebumb*

I don't feel like doing anything today
there is one thing,
hang out at the mall
that's what I wanna do
I don't feel like going temple nor college
just the mall. I HOPE SO!
and movies waiting for me to watch
I AM SO  OUTDATED.

the boyfie is so busy with his assignment
everybody watched real steel
left me him ab nam
who else? I DON'T KNOW
cause seems like we are the only left.
SO SIEN KAY?

urgh. in dilemma!
bye. I wanna sleep
toodle peeps

Friday, October 14, 2011

a little bit moody today
no any reason
ok not not at all
going temple tonight might be the reason
anyway half way leaving temple for yum cha session.

I seriously wanna get drunk
despite where am I having it
even my house will do

something's bothering me
but no clue on what it is
okay, fine
shall stop whining about things I don't even know
off-ing bye.

still being a yoona-wannabe =)

toodle peeps.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

LOL. done watching 
Taiwan drama Who's the One 



AND

Singapore Series Devotion




LOL. both are pawesome. hehe
both of the series
*two thumbs up*

GO WATCH!!!
this semester is just so stressful and it's only the 4th week
I can tell it's gonna get tougher in the following weeks

now, what's bothering me is this ulcer in my mouth
my goodness, it really hurts. I've tried so many ways to get rid of it
put on with salt, apply some papaya cream
but it just seems the SAME after 2 days of trying
SHIT. JUST GO AWAY, you make me miserable these few days
seriously, feel like digging it out with a small knife

and I don't know what to do with it
since touching it with my tongue
or
stretching my mouth
or 
drinking water
will eventually make me pain. T.T

urgh, fine whatever. 
water, you're my only saviour.

see? EMO-ing

BYE

Tuesday, October 04, 2011

LOL. lovin' my new blog title image
feels so warm every time I view my blog

waiting for my 4pm lecture
thought of blogging to kill time
puff, here I am blogging =)

I wanted to cook quite badly these days
still wondering what to cook,
baking is not a bad thing to do also
will consider, provided I have sufficient time

 certain people were so persist
on the concept of materialistic or vain
 they were so against it back then
but now? they're just one of those
materialistic and vain dumb badass
being beautiful doesn't has to own a fab life.
beautiful is easy. that's the definition

I would like to clarify a thing
I wasn't pointing about anyone
just what I saw in the society
and made my light bulb lighted for that moment
So, if any of you who are reading
please don't misunderstand =)

*even sometimes I feel I'm kind of materialistic and vain
JUST SOME TIMES

about the new semester
 my Financial Management tutor
he looks a bit alike to Zang Zi Wai HAHA
okay, what I really wanted to point out is
he always left us inside the fire 
and you rescue your life by yourself
it means he's not gonna give us any
hard copy of the answers 
but by giving it orally. ==

I went "Mr. Chai, why you so awesome?"
ya, now what's left is my own effort since
HE IS NOT GIVING ANYTHING
might die just like that
IF I couldn't undersand
 please be good to me, buddha *prayhard

Last last last.





SNSD hahaha 
they're making a comeback this week or next week
NOT SURE. postponed. 
one word. EXCITED!
you should be excited as well. LOL

off for class. BYE
toodles peeps. XOXO 






Monday, October 03, 2011

a promise to myself

I think I remember I promised myself to update this blog frequently
make it more lively, but so obvious this blog has been dead for months. 

My new sem has started. 
I don't like my new time table at all. but luckily the college was kind enough
that they make my Friday class ends at 1.30pm. not bad huh? 
but Monday till Wednesday schedule are so tiring. 
Seriously you cannot imagine it. 
cause it's the first time that my class ends at 7pm. 
fortunately, my tutor has this habit to end class asap. 
meaning we can end this shitty 7pm earlier. 

Well, enough said on the new sem thingy.
I was planning to go club last Friday
since my parents are not at KL
but the pathetic thing is, I found out that
I have no clubbing kakis at all.
Yes, I don't have. So, I turn off the plan

But, I did earned a little that Friday night
yes, you heard me, earned. in terms of money
It was the Affin Investment Bank Annual Dinner
held at Royale Chulan Hotel, splendid isn't is?
photos to be uploaded soon, it's with Brandon Chee
Me, Mei ying, Lin lin, Eva and Brandon went to work that night
because Eva works at the event organizer company
and Brandon mum is a friend of the boss.
So ya, we had fun that night. though is short. Haha 

and also, that Friday I went to the Padini Warehouse Sale
It was madness, it was so crowded
flooded with so many people inside
the moment I stepped into the warehouse
I started to sweat like pouring rain. imagine that!
I think no photos were taken, you should really have a look on that madness
RM5 for all items, who wouldn't want it?
I did grab something nice though, and it's all black and white

I cannot swear that this is my last time 
doing such crazy thing
but it's quite fun having such experience
my sis will definitely say I gone insane
but what I think is, sis, you're too not adventurous
no wonder she has a boring life, lifeless much indeed
no joke, she has NO LIFE at all
I didn't see her hanging out as often as I do
I didn't see her keeping in touch with her friends.
Well, everybody's different, that is why.

Enough for today, need to have my lunch now
supah hungry, yes I mean it.
almost faint while watching TV just now.
HAHA. 
toodles peeps. XOXO

big small eyes I have
urgh, c'mon everybody DOES. 

Saturday, September 24, 2011

I do not know how to blog anymore. Forgive me. LOL I SUCK HAHA

toodles peeps

Saturday, August 20, 2011

It's time for an update. as simple as it could be
I think I'm freaking out of my mind.
Still daring to waste some of my time to blog a little LOL

Well, apparently having finals and I don't feel like sitting it
but in fact I cannot do so because this is my finals
and I fight so hard for it, hopefully my results give me a pay back. 4.0 perhaps? *cross fingers

and there is this person who was and is and always will be annoying.
F him. you don't have the right to decide where should I and shouldn't go.
stop giving me those retarded face
I'm not like your pet sister who as well give those face you have.
turn your face around and keep it away from me.
I DON'T LIKE IT.

thank you for lighting up my anger today. *WHY TODAY*?
now I feel like I'm the loneliest person in the world
F you. you retard



Wednesday, July 06, 2011

Empty Apartment

I sense changes.

I don't know what to do. 

I'm afraid of everything. 

Just save me.

*forget about it Lai Yin San, no one will be there to save you, you're invisible, remember?*

oh, now I remember, thank you for reminding me. appreciate it much.
ya, I live in an empty apartment. Just me, nothing else.
don't show sympathy, I don't deserve it anyway. I have exist problem.
So you can ignore my existence, cause I don't really exist anyway.
bye.
I sense changes.

I don't know what to do. 

I'm afraid of everything. 

Just save me. 

Song of the day.

Down On My Head - Yellowcard



I work all night
For one more day that I can say I'm all alone
Alone
I just need time and I will say what I believe and I'll come home
Home

And all I know

I never thought I would wake up in bed 
watching the world coming down on my head
I'd sleep like a dog if you would never have said 
this is the world coming down on your head

As life flies by
I'm not sure how I'm gonna do this all again
Again
So line by line I write this down and I'm just trying to find the end 
The end

And all I know

I never thought I would wake up in bed 
watching the world coming down on my head
I'd sleep like a dog if you would never have said, 
this is the world coming down on your head
You gave it to me I remember it read, 
you've got the world coming down on your head
There's nothing to fight for it's already dead 
and this is the world coming down on my head

when will it all end
what of you makes others follow you

I never thought I would wake up in bed 
watching the world coming down on my head
I'd sleep like a dog if you would never have said, 
this is the world coming down on your head
I'm not gonna swallow the lie that I'm fed
cause I want the world coming down on my head
You're gonna find out you're already dead 
and I was the world coming down on your head


Tuesday, June 28, 2011

just a simple update on my current activities for the month of July.

July:
First week - week 9 tax coursework test

second week - week 10
Financial Accounting coursework test
submission for entrepreneurship business plan proposal
submission for principle of finance report writing
submission for management accounting fundamentals assignment
presentation for entrepreneurship business plan

third week - week 11 continue presentation. (if we're not presenting on week 10)

so screwed. everything on week 10 and it's week 8 ady. *sweating like hell.
and this week, management accounting fundamentals coursework test.
the subject I fear most. cause I don't understand at all. T.T
damn stage. ==
need a sand bag to punch as hard as I could. urgh! gonna burst!

whatever. hungry out of sudden.
hunting for food. bye.

Monday, June 27, 2011

some times things are just to complicated to be written out in sentence or splitting out verbally.

people might not realize what you meant even though you tell them about it

because some people are like lantern made by leather. never will understand.

I don't feel like talking much about it

as I'm so depressed over this situation

so I shall just shuddap, cause no point yelling all out here.

this is just devastating.

p/s: i wanna cry out loud

Thursday, June 23, 2011

my 400th post.

stay tune for tomorrow's update. or you could just view my spam-ed twitter.
and I deleted those retard posts I blogged 2-3 years ago.
ya, the VERY stupid ones. those pathetic posts I teared for that useless asshole
because it looks dumb. seriously. like a girl desperate for love
I flash back about it also wanna puke ady. *eiouk*
 yes, I was that stupid.
if you don't get it, it's alright, cause it's unnecessary
whatever, now everything's over *to be exact, it was over since 2 years ago,
and I got my good life going on.
I got my friends and family, and also the bf.  =) (Y)
I'm happy now. =) but currently, apparently now I mean. I'm pissed. ==
Imma blog about it tomorrow. everything.
so unprepared for tomorrow's principle of finance coursework test.
haven't start studying, not even a kichi miaw.
so screwed, more over, the test starts at 8am.
conclusion, can die.

few days before was my birthday, and did celebrate for it.
thanks the QMs for attending the steamboat dinner, much appreciated.
and also, thanks to the boyfriend.
accompanied me the whole day just to do shopping.
and of course that day, was fun.

so, I
lunch, movie and shopped at Sunway, 3-in-1 from 12pm to 7pm
I know, crazzie. and then steamboat from 8pm to 10pm
LOL, the funniest part, BBJ from 10pm-12am.
yes I was out for more than 12 hours, not finished with the flow yet.
after that, fetched yee min, wen xing, and lin foong home.
took us 2 hours to fetch 3 of them home, chun kan?
and ya, I got home at 2.30am.
so for exact calculation. I left home at 11.30am and reached home at 2.30am
after plus minus what so ever, total would be 15 hours.

so happy to meet up with the gang, best gang ever
things never changed, the pattern, the way we talk. nope, not a single tip changed.
ok, maybe a little, but not much. lol
well, I love them to the max.
anticipating next gathering, more to come. =)
especially QM girl's birthday dinner. because we stress on it very the muchie.
what about a trip? but quite hard to plan, all of us didn't have the same sem break.
will see.

ok, I should start studying. ==

yish, wanted to post group photo, but with kexin
and that hiao kia flew to hong kong for vacation. ==
I'll just have to wait.
ciaoz peeps.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Birthday Celebration for TAB


HI PEOPLE!

 The Birthday Boy - TAN AIK BUAN
see that noob face. HAHA
and see how cute I was. LOL


LOL. I bet this would be the best celebration for him since he was born 19 years ago. haha
so far greatest I suppose?
GF, SNSD's Japan 1st album deluxe version, MP4,
what else? I don't know la.

anyway, countdown and celebrated his birthday in Milk.
though that night I was a little rough on some issues.
but overall I did enjoyed. seriously.
yet one thing to clarify, I'm not that into Milk compare to Mist.
well, it's alright but the thing was, clubbing in K-pop? *shakes head*
not as nice, I don't feel the hyper that was twice appeared in Mist.
clubbing with K-pop is just WRONG. LOL
english songs are much more appropriate
and excitement to dance will be always there.
kay whatever, I don't want to try k-pop already.

well, then on his birthday itself, we went YUEN steamboat.
I personally think that the food was standard,
except for the chicken, that is super tasty.
Lim Yan Jang keep saying YUEN's food doesn't taste nice.
== memang yim jim seng hei.
pattern banyak. LOL as usual we laughed a lot. blow water what.  =)
haha had so much fun that night.
love them!!!

=) The five. nothing can break us apart? YA!

 like mien said " you know i know why this post"

and right. yesterday I told my mum 4 of them and tiff 
might be coming over my house for dinner on my birthday.
so here's the conversation. 

me: blue colour
mum: red colour

mummy, can my friends come over our house for dinner on my birthday together with your friends as well?

oh sure, how many of them coming? I need to cook for them, extra dishes. 

4 to 5? maybe ah boy also coming. 

ah boy ah? ask him don't come la. later he tell ah ma this and that.

oh ok lo, so if lidat then my friends only. i confirm with you again. you cook 5 people la

ok. who's coming? yanjang? TEH AH BIN  ah?

HAHAHAHAHAHA, ma, it's not TEH AH BIN, IT'S TAN AIK BUAN. and I call him TAB. not TEH AH BIN .

me my mum and my sis burst into laughters.
     
enough for TAB.
now Jay Chou, when do I get the chance to see Jay Chou?
super pissed, heard so many people saying they saw Jay Chou here and there.
let me list down the places I heard from the people

First was Mid Valley,
then Kajang,
After that SS2
day before yesterday, uniqlo / pavillion
yesterday, MID VALLEY.
so am dui ok? so nearby yet I don't get to see him. URGH!!!

enough said, the more I think the more I'm pissed.
I'll end the post with this photo. 

lesson learnt :true frens go through everything.including changes - quoted from mien's twitter. 
love her. =) BFF!

bye peeps.

Friday, June 10, 2011

satisfaction

people who knows what i'm talking
yanjang, xingkun, zhennam, tab. on anot? LOL
tak on also ok one, but tonight memang not enough.
==

Monday, June 06, 2011

Song of the day.

it's the original soundtrack of the movie Secret.
yes, the one by Jay Chou.
super like this. it reminds me of some thing every time I listen to it.



ya, BYE!

updates.

for almost a week I abandoned my blog.
so busy with studies and attending some event as helper. $$

On Thursday, I worked at an event - Asia Success Award 2010/2011
this was the first time ever they conduct this event.
and this was the first time I joined this kind of event.
quite interesting you see, you get to dress up nais nais, lol.
this is one and only photo taken inside the ballroom.

TADA.


met new friends and saw many VIP. and VVIP lol not bad huh?
I'm thinking whether to be a freelancer. not bad aey? *might consider.
And I'm lazy to post rest of the photos.
so you might just wanna view it through my FB profile.

what else? nothing much.
All I know is I'm looking forward to AB's Birthday Bash at Milk this Saturday.
Imma wear the same dress as above. LOL dress up nais nais.
cause it's my buddy aka best friend aka hengdai 's birthday party.
why not dress up pretty? must leave one memorable 19 for all of us. =)
credits to my sista - eva, borrowed it from her. my so called twin sisters.
what about my birthday? let's just don't talk about it.
since it's always the same - nothing special.
don't get me wrong, not trying to be emo or what,
I don't put hope and expectations all these years.

Lastly, Imma be so stress up for the whole month
cause this week onwards
which is my new sem's week 5 until week 11
I have test every week, assignments and presentations.
have to work so hard for this sem.
yet I can't get my hands off the laptop. ==
yup, off to TAX. my first test!
toodles peeps, that's all for now.

show you guys my face first lol. 
in case you've forgot how I look HAHA



BYE!!!

Monday, May 30, 2011

back to Song of The Day

when was the last time I update about songs?
one month ago I suppose. ==
I was very lazy. I know.
well, this would be the song of the day.
haven't over with the PD one day trip fever. LOL



ALL TIME LOW - THE BEACH

Well, you're a long walk from my street
And I'm dying in this summer heat
I hope like hell you're waiting, waiting

Everybody's living like they're crazy in love
I'm a dizzy mess, and everything is so above me
From the floor of any life I lead today

Well, they can take, take, take the kids from the summer
But they'll never, never, never take the summer from me
It was the very first time that I lost my mind for a week
They can make, make, make me forget the weather
If we'll never, never, never wash the sand from my feet
It was the very last time that we said goodbye to the beach
Showing off, showing off our teeth

So make one last call back home
Cause tonight we go in alone
And I hope that you know I'm waiting, waiting
(Summer, do you feel me?)

Everybody's singing like they're crazy in love
We made a dizzy mess of everything and it was enough
So bring all the boys and all the girls together

Well, they can take, take, take the kids from the summer
But they'll never, never, never take the summer from me
It was the very first time that I lost my mind for a week
They can make, make, make me forget the weather
If we'll never, never, never wash the sand from my feet
It was the very last time that we said goodbye to the beach
Showing off, showing off our teeth

You're going out in style
And I'm getting tired of all your lying
(Summer, do you feel me?)
Stop pretending
Stop, the answer's in the smile
And I'm coming clean
(Summer, do you feel me?)
Just give me something
(Summer, do you feel me?)
Stop pretending

Well, they can take, take, take the kids from the summer
But they'll never, never, never take the summer from me
It was the very first time that I lost my mind for a week
They can make, make, make me forget the weather
If we'll never, never, never wash the sand from my feet
It was the very last time that we said goodbye to the beach
Showing off, showing off our teeth

PORT DICKSON?!

yup, I went PD as a one day trip on Saturday. seriously, MAD fun!
we played water sports which included banana boat, doughnut and jetskii
finally, get to leave the city for one whole day.
depart from my house at 6.30am, ya I woke up at 5 am to pack my stuff.
super last minute. and it made me forget about everything.
like, surf shorts, sun block. I think that's it, but it was a disaster to me.
no sun block for the beach? HELL NO.
bought one instead, just to avoid being seriously tanned.
though now I am tanned, but least is not like dark skin. can die from being dark. ==

okay, well then, after fetching xingkun and moon lee
we were off to my grandma house to meet up my cousin
and pull off from there to PD
arrived at PD one hour later. =) fast I know.
boon, pamela, aik buan and nam went later around 11am.
skip all the details. what we did were basically just
water sports, beach activities, dinner and snap shot time. lol it was fun enough

what's most interesting was, I ride on the jetskii with aik buan instead of yan jang
yes, seems funny, and it was one great experience. You know why?
first, both of us, we the geminis COULDN'T SWIM.
YES, DON'T KNOW HOW TO SWIM.
yet both of us ride on the same jetskii. OK, nevermind
well, then. nam told aik buan to do some whatsoever trick it is. and GUESS WHAT?










































I FELL OFF THE JETSKII IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SEA!!!
YES, MIDDLE OF THE SEA. 
one moment he was doing a turn, the other moment I fell off the jetskii, damn chun.
while I was searching for the beach, only then I realize it's so damn far from my spot. 
and he was surprised that I didn't panic.
like duh, I cannot be panic at that particular moment.
because I had this feeling, if I panic I might DIE.
and ya, he made a big turn to get back to my spot.
LUCKILY, I manage to get back on the jetskii. *phew.
oh ya, and I got 2 cuts on my finger. hardly can hold my pen properly. ==
great experience indeed, it made me Laugh out loud whenever I thought of it. HAHA
lesson of the day: please learn how to swim.

overall, I had a great time with them. how can I say no to another trip?
will plan in future. *wink
well alright then, I'll let the photos to do the rest of the talking.

the one and only beach activity. FRISBEE. My FRISBEE LOL

 Our spot. LOL.


four of us. =) mien didn't went.

view from the seafood restaurant, super nice.

group photo. LOL like this much.

and the retarded face of mine. yes, and I like retard looks nowadays.

for more photos, you can view it from facebook. =)
that's all for today.
toodles peeps. 

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

SIFE

Went for the Gen-Y Marketing meeting yesterday.
one word: Fun lol
SIFE isn't as boring as it seems. AND
TARC isn't that bad as well. People there DO speak english. LOL
and they speak fluently, SUPER.
wenxing, agree or not to? haha
looking forward to the project. *big smile* =D
we're about to make a magazine, and 4 of us joined for the editorial team.
hope 4 of us can make good job of it and make that magazine goes HOT.
because so weird 4 accounting students join for editorial. ==
*fingers cross, pray hard*

just a very quick update. nothing much to blog or update.
anticipating the day!!!
toodles. =)

Monday, May 23, 2011

fugly.

what to post for today?
nothing special actually. like REALLY NUTHIN'
as usual, Monday 8am to 10am class.
yes, just one class and that's a rep for the day.

okay, there is one thing actually.
in fact, I was late for class for two consecutive school days.
 Last Friday and TODAY.
screw MRR 2, accidents for these two days.
jammed for like 30 minutes? damn pissed.
and yet, there's 3 sow blocking my way, 
memang blocking the earth from rotating 
*originally in canton.*
bet most of you can get what does it mean. =)

totally screw up the day, SO Monday Blues ==
and, attend TAX lecture around 8.20am.
yes, that late. tsk tsk tsk. and c'mon, is TAX lecture!
luckily, she didn't taught a lot before I went into the hall.
So went in, and no notes AGAIN! super pissed!
really wanted to spam vulgar words to the course rep ady.
but then LUCKILY, 8.30am, the notes are here.  Thank goodness.

what to do right now?
seems nothing better I can do, off to the notes.
becoming a nerd, with pimple break out, yellow tone face colour, black circle with specs.
I DON'T LOOK NICE AT ALL. RECENTLY. 
TURNING INTO SOME FREAK FML. 
AND IT'S UNACCEPTABLE.


I want my nice beautiful face back
no pimples, not yellow, no black circles.


fair and red cheeks. that's what I want
no more sleeping at or after 11pm.
like, I really must get to bed before 11pm. 
(Y) yes, good job, will be. 
go LYS. =)

Sunday, May 22, 2011

hotties

good looking guys seldom  or I should say never end up with pretty/beautiful/hot/sexy girls
and good looking girls never end up with hot/cute/handsome guy
so, for the not so pretty girls and not so handsome guys
YOU GUYS SHOULD FEEL LUCKY.
so stop complaining about your cacat-ness.
cause 70% you'll end up with a hottie, either girl or guy. SAME THEORY!
good night!

random

Well, I tweeted the other day that I bought a pair of Nike sneakers.
and now, the next sneaker I want is Converse. 


and ya, we plan to buy the same pair. aint it sound cool to ya? 
LOL *trying the black accent.
we even mentioned buying the same phone, 
black and white blackberry bold, ki siao. 

Why am I blogging? totally just because of randomness. yeap!
since I got nothing to do. the lecture notes are still incomplete. ==
I can't even study, or do my tutorials. CAN DIE. 
knock knock, course rep and printing manager, are you guys doing your job?
because I feel like dying without notes with me,
 couldn't concentrate during the lecture. YET
need to work 200% hard for this sem, cause I want 4.0 flat. 
say I'm ki siao or kia su, whatever you like. 
I DON'T CARE.
I just want to fulfill my very basic wish. --> 
Good'to Results'to. *this is Japanese accent. LOL


see Donald Trump scolding? LOL
yesh, I wanna watch every single episode of 
THE APPRENTICE. dang dang 


YES! IMMA FINISH ALL OF IT.
and I wonder if there's computer game for The Apprentice?
Imma buy it for sure if it exist lol.

wait till I finish watching, herh herh, 
welcome the new well-known  business woman and accountant.










































LAI YIN SAN
ok whatever, you can choose to ignore as I'm SSS-ing now. 
toodles, random update indeed ==

Saturday, May 21, 2011



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went to Herbaline for facial today, and the beautician recommended this.
the Herbaline Nano Pimple Cream. it's only RM88, need to have one of it.
sounds good to me, and everyone says so, many good feedbacks. why not have it then?
it's not that expensive also. it can be used as foundation and sunscreen as well.
so many functions, and it'll definitely give a good result.
the only thing I'm afraid is, I have to rely on it. sounds no good to rely on something.
nevermind still, I'll give it a try. =)
LOL, the thing here is, I'm so afraid to go out after every facial treatment.
because my face looks so reddish and supa ugly, like CAN DIE after seeing it. 
one word: Horrible TTM.


okay let's stop that topic for now. speaking of yumcha.
yesterday went yum cha again. =D
shisha-ed, and I shisha-ed a lot. neh, thanks to Lim Yan Jang.
because he wanted to shisha, so he ordered it. and I took alot. == until I went dizzy.
but anyway, really need to thank him for ordering the shisha. 
unload everything by exhaling the smoke. Nais~ felt so relief after that.
and what's most important is, we crapped A LOT! so funny until can ROFL.
and they said to plan Ipoh one day trip, so ON for that. LOL *planning. (Y)
SS said find one day drive down to Klang for Bak Kut Teh as brunch. SUPER ON!
ab and my birthday celebration might be at club for two consecutive weeks.
maybe Melaka one day trip also, why not Penang as well? perhaps Sepang.
Shiatz,  so many places to go. == *choose one outstation only please* 
but for sure I'll go all of it,some other day, we have plenty of time!


you might think I'm crazy, but I'm not.
as a matter of fact, I can't sit still.


can't wait can't wait. LOL
toodle peeps.!


P/S: I love yum cha. 



Thursday, May 12, 2011

Bad Day

I totally screw up my 3rd semester results. ==
I couldn't believe I got a B+ in my results. another ==
I was so nervous when waiting for the website to release the results.
and yet I have to act chill and cool,
or else people will see me as some kind of gone crazy woman.
farking stress, nervous, not good ok?
urgh, fine, what's fixed is fixed, done is done.
cannot do anything to change the fact.
I just have to pay so hard for this new semester, EVEN STRESS.
caused me a pimple in the middle of my forehead.
but like luckily, my front part hair manage to cover it, perfectly and naturally. LOL

what's more for today?
after today's class went Tropicana City Mall to watch a movie.
and it made my day lagi worse, because the movie, not nice.
what movie? planned to watch The Detective 2, unfortunately we missed the time
so end up watched Punished. ==  Imma kill the producer for this movie
to be frank, Waste Of Time and Money. don't watch in the the cinema, just download it.
for Buddha sake. I thought it's related to like Buddhism Dharma lesson stuff
the Chinese title for the movie sounds related to Karma
seems interesting to me at first based on the movie title but  ==, 2 words ZA DOU!
and it's all about revenge, human act type of revenge. and it's kinda bored.
nothing to do with Buddhism. Imma say this very rudely, lan you fo fa.(act as if there is Buddhism)  ==
ok whatever end of topic bad experience.

oh ya, went to look for Nams. since I feel like seeing him
drove all the way to Jaya One
SAW HIS FACE ATE SOME FOOD
then I went home. HAHA
and it slightly lighted up my day. =)

As for tomorrow, they came up with a clubbing event for Kokway.
I'll get upset when they're going for clubbing but I didn't get to.
I wanna have fun tomorrow and it's Kokway's Farewell
despite the fact that I really wish to go, I still have to find ways to convince my mum.
so speaking of that part, I was tired and lazy to think of so many lies.
end up, I decided NOT TO GO, T.T sadness.
and I think mien will think the same as me. confirm I guess? lol
It's alright, plenty of chances.

Anyway, I wanna try K-pop Saturday night in Milk, I'll be super excited!
who's on for that? can plan it slowly. maybe one week time is enough? LOL
omg, I sound like I'm addicted to clubbing, Well, I'm NOT!
Try new things what, if I don't try now, tak kan I wait until I'm 30 only try right? lol

oopps, alright, I should get to bed now, it's 2240 now.
good night peeps, stay tune for more. =)

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Tuesday, May 10, 2011

New sem started yesterday. but I didn't went for Tax lecture, replacing it tomorrow.
For today, was management accounting fundamentals. quite interesting.
but I can sense it's gonna get more confusing for the next 13 weeks.
challenging sem indeed.

went for meeting as well, doing a fund raising and donation campaign again.
and just now, I got added to the Gen-Y marketing group, aim of project is to help student obtain more information on purchase decision by creating a magazine that will be distributed around my college area.
sounds like a huge project. omg, Imma be so busy for this sem, if I really contribute. HAHA
but it sounds cool, don't you think? lol wenxing same group with me! hehe

anyway
gotta go to bed now.
tomorrow class at 8am.
gotta get up freaking early, 6am ==
good night peeps.