my mood now is so up and down
I don't know why I feel so


It's a brand new year tomorrow
but I'm feeling so moody right now.
I feel so isolated.


I'm all alone in this consider big house.
Parents went to wedding dinner at a hotel some where around One U
brother went out with his buddys
sister and taiwan now.
It wont make a difference if she's at Malaysia
she'll be going out with her friends too



Well, I'm just all alone here.
Later going yum cha with D five
but why I feel so moody still?
Maybe some thing happened
but I can't tell it out loud.


I have no one to share with.
I have so much to tell it's all inside my heart.
I didn't have this feeling for quite a long time already




WHY??
why it pops out at the last day of 2009
can't you just give me a happy last day of 2009
seriously I feel so fucked up now.
not even a smile on my face right now


I hardly can smile today
I've done all the house work
I'm so tired now
But at the same time
all I can do is just remain silence.



sometimes I wonder
Two is better than one
because you can share stuffs with your boy or your girl










OR














one is better than two
because you don't have to worry for the other half
and also reduce financial problem lol







every thing seems so complicated
I don't think there's people
can see through what I'm thinking














I never show those unhappy expression
although I'll feel angry
but I seldom show it
maybe people might think
is it true?














but compare to last time yes
I try to reduce the chance to show it
that's why since then
no one really knows what I'm thinking.














I just wanna be alone right at this moment
I don't know why.




I feel like going out to the sea
and relax
and maybe go
some where else
where nobody will find me there









I just wanna calm down
but can I?

Last day of 2009

Last day of 2009.
super duper miss 2009.

because 2009 left me the best memories
too many memories.
and it's all happy memories

Last day of 2009.
sitting at home doing nothing
memang lifeless.

Want to look for a friend to yum cha
also don't have.
memang lifeless.

Why am I so lifeless?
so many memories within this year
but end up the last day of 2009
I'm all here alone in the house.

I should look for some thing to do
at the last day of 2009.
But guess what
I had no idea what I can I do
at the last day of 2009.

I miss them so much.
it's so damn much.
super duper damn much.

it's alright.
we still can hang out
though we're not together
at the last day of 2009.

and lastly.
goodbye 2009 and hello to












































2010

















p/s: I still want to go out. haha

farewell post lol

Tomorrow Xingkun my so called darling
is leaving KL and heading Nilai
to further his studies.

I'm so gonna miss him
as he's my darling la. lol
and then Yan Jang and Zhen Nam
going to National Service at 2nd of January 2010.
definitely gonna miss them too.

In that case, 3 friends leaving me at a time
to some where at Malaysia
but not the same place with me. DUH~
my life will reduce lots of fun times.

Yan jang and zhen nam better.
they're just leaving for 3 months
but Xingkun different
he will be at Nilai. its Nilai.

NILAI

NILAI

NILAI

which is quite far from KL
will be there for 5 years.
5 years?
after he finish his course maybe I'm at overseas already.

























SSSSSSOOOOOOO















how to meet?















I don't care.

TING XINGKUN

holiday you must come back to see all of us
or maybe weekends.











I can't believe this.
2 more days to 2010.
this is definitely a new year
because I'm stepping to a higher level in my life.













OWWWWWHHHH MY!!!!!!!
I am so nervous right now!!!
ciaoz peoples

lost

I have so many to tell
but it seems like
I have no one to share with.

end of topic.

p/s: miss them already

I'm back again from another place

YOOOOO!!!!!!!

I'm back from Malacca lol

OMG. I can say this is the best trip ever.

these QM kawan baik memang dai b plus fun.

I had so much fun and it's totally awesome.







YOU KNOW WHAT GUYS???!!!



this is only the first trip
there's tons of trips waiting for us right at the head.


and we'll keep in touch
of course we will
because we like to chat and being 38 together

though we like to quarrel
but I don't think there's someone like us
we talk until we fight


BUT!!!

the way we fight is memang unbelievable
which is we laugh when we fight
and the reason why we fight is super stupid
is pointless we just fight for fun. 38 I know

lol. I don't have to tell much.
It's enough as long as we know that
we had a great time together


AND











WE ARE VERY HAPPY TO BE TOGETHER
LOVE YOU GUYS
BIG HUG
XOXO

Tomorrow going to Melaka.

HAHA so guys don't miss me

I'll be back at christmas.

Will be celebrating christmas with the QM peeps.

I know I have a busy holiday

busy schedule after SPM

oh ya and one more thing

I'm so confuse now.

I don't know which college I want to study la.

too many choices gonna die

if the situation continue to be like that.

have to find a day and do a whole day

ONLINE RESEARCH ON COLLEGE!!!!


LAI YIN SAN!!!
GAMBATEH!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Training Camp

I just got back from

CAMP

14-19 of Dec 2009

it was super fun yo though it's very tired

skipped one day

cause went to prom

and PROM was super fun too

my leg damn pain after wearing those heels

will blog about prom later but as for now

I'll blog about the camp first

Came back at 3.30pm slept till 6.30pm

I was super exhausted

slept at 2am then wake up at 6 or 6.30am for 5 nights

2 days later going to Melaka some more

MEMANG SUSAH!!!!

not consider group leader this time

more likely an advisor to the team mates

not much pressure this time compare to previous years

Just so you know

it's a training camp

so it's quite normal to feel the tension

but as an advisor

I think me and my friends were quite relax

We went to play paintball yesterday

was very fun

my team won once and lost once

hahahahahaha

I know it's not very geng or whatever

but at least I got win LOL

but then hor,

Mei ying my sista injured outside the paintball field

don't know who so ganas

the ball went through the net

and then shot at meiying's forehead

Sistas were so worried about her

sent her to hospital

luckily doctor said not very big deal

*relieved*

Overall the camp was fun la

though this year teacher don't want

to organize other camps

at least we have the chance

to be trained

Next year

most probably will have other camps

can't wait it will be very fun

LIKE HEAVEN LIKE HELL.

hahahahahahahah. WHAT??

I mark every camp

every thing that happened in Da zhi

I mark it all in my heart

deep deep inside my heart

Da zhi is my second home

I spent all my holidays there every year

since I'm standard 3

long one. it's been 9 years

but I'll be there

no matter how long it is

haha. omg. I can't believe this is happening
SPM is going to end real soon.
and next year will be the college life
everything seems so fast.

Today had Physics paper. yay lol
2 more subject to go. Mandarin and Chemistry

So long peeps

p/s: I love them. alot

A simple update?

SPM started two days ago.
Can online because finished sejarah. lol

yesterday went pasar malam
with them, then saw fang suni and meiying.
went until 10.30 only balik rumah haha
too long didn't go pasar malam.
lots of stuff onlt found out yesterday night.

and also.
yesterday they went cc.
so I went together with them lo.
Suprisingly, not like what I expected.
quite fun to go also actually.
got big screen go there watch movie two thumbs up. lol

ok. monday still got exam.
off to study now.

To my cool and bagus KAWAN BAIK-s

I realize something.

Mien
Yan Jang
Aik buan the Lucky
Wen Xing
Jeat
Yee Min
Yi Wei
Lin Foong
Zhen Nam
Ke Xin
Crystal
Kok Kin
Xingkun
Zhen Sheng

TO ME
You all are not just part of the QMs
You all are the best friends where I don't know
where can I find someone else like you all after high school
of course I wouldn't wish there's someone else outside like you guys
If it's so, that won't make you all so special to me.
You all play an important role in my life

TO ME
you all are not QMs
you all are my good great crazy friends.

only 2 days I haven't meet you all
I'm missing you all already

last post before SPM. haha
Today got the school magazine
what's wrong with the school magazine huh?
not even a word about QM?
not even a sentence of appreciation for Sports Day and Cross Country?
And also, the AJK list of Quarter Master
they type my class wrongly, damn potong lo.
expect to get the magazine with two wide hands
end up turn out getting pissed.
That is totally suck.
WHAT THE HELL?

Ok, fine I'm gonna pass that.
Because tomorrow is my GRADUATION DAY
I'm gonna move on with happy feelings
my mood cannot be ruin because of that.
First of all, the graduation ceremony combined with the
majlis persaraan of Datin Lim Yen Hong.
What a spoiler!!!
It's alright, we still can take photos as insane as we like.
Getting class T tomorrow.
Can't wait to see it.

Lol the Spm Party organized TTC was super fun.
very funny, very cold.
I thought I would get sick
after the splash, the ice and everything la.
good job!!! *two thumbs up*

What else now? too long didn't update.
lots of things happened lately.
oh ya, today was a fun day.
muahahahahahaha.

Today me and mien were helping xiao nyin to wrap the gifts for camp
after finish wrapping I was very bored.
Then I saw Aik Buan's some kind of box on the table
and I came across with an idea, told mien then she agreed.

The plan was wrap AB's box as a gift and ask the juniors to pass it to him
saying there's an afternoon session student gave it to him.
The first plan failed because when Mien wanted to hide it.
don't know who gave it to AB then he felt it's his.

We snatched it back
buy a new wrapping paper from the book shop
have to waste money just to fool him, what?
then we re-wrap. We gave it to someone
ask her to say the same thing
afternoon student gave it to him.
hahaha. the fun part

I had a fight with him
not exactly fighting but quarrel
and with the insects and stuff. YUCK!!!
Well, I can say that my acting is VERY GOOD!!!!
hahahahahahahaha
they believed me that I didn't take the box.
good thing!!!
I can be an actress lol

Overall it's very fun. super fun
do something crazy right before graduation.
I'll never forget hahaha
nights people.

less than a month to Graduation Day.
I wonder how's the feeling of other CHS form 5 student
5 years studying at Catholic High School
until today I still can't believe that
I'm actually studying at CHS
I start my high school life there
and soon to be end in less than a month.
oh, it's just. time flies.
Everyone are getting older.
Well, at least all of us can drive in the future.
which is a very good thing.

Monday having dinner with the QM peeps.
Once again, the second dinner and still counting.
The situation of that night would
cam-whoring, craziness, and talk talk talk.
As if the SPM is still the journey to another country.

I feel so out of direction right now.
next year going college.
still cant decide which college I want to study in.
what a pathetic person I am.

OK, Good night

p/s : ready to pull over after the exhausted yet fun "journey". I'll never forget.
My high school.
Walking. Out

BACK!!

yo wassup people!!!lol
I'm back!!
dissapear for almost a month.
SORRY!!!

Well, exam was quite ok.
but I'm afraid that my results
are not what I expected.
nonono, believe law of attraction.
my results will be good.
good
good
and
good

don't know what to blog.
one month I didn't touch my blog.
didn't type, seriously don't know what to blog la
you see poeple, I'm just talking crap here.

what a lifeless life.
all I do everyday.
is just wake up
watch tv
study
go to school

oh ya, and my sis went to taiwan
this tuesday.
she'll be back in a year.
now only I find out that
I seldom take photos tgether with her.

The last moment I talk to her
was at Monday night.
I can't send her to the airport
because having exam.

Good luck to all Form 5 in SPM and in the future! *winks

I'm so not in a mood to smile right now
not even a little smile on my face.

I don't know what made me feel this
I don't know why I feel so numb suddenly

BOO ME!!!
I'm such an idiot in everything
everything that I did,
everything that I said,
everything that I thought.

3 thinking and 3 ways to succeed in life
am I capable of doing that?
I feel so err...indescribable.
it's alright, end of topic.

Trials in 2 weeks time
I believe everyone is obsessed with books. haha
laugh a lot lately, its a good thing
prevent heart disease, lmao.

AHEM.
can you guys stop talking the issue
about mien and yi wei?
it's not the first time you guys talk about them
you guys made her frustrated, remember?

so please please and please again
stop talking about both of them
if mien get struck by a lightning
and she gets mad again,
Sorry, I can't help you guys.
cause I've warned you earlier.

good night.

Apparently, they're just bullshit-ting.
speaking of rude, they didn't manage to cancel off.
which is sort of pointless that so much were mentioned.
Ok, end of topic.

Next topic, Trials coming.
and yet I'm here typing.
studying for the whole week.
see, hardworking girl here, and
won't be blogging often
until SPM ends. I am sure! LOL!!
*I'll see how it goes. haha

Listening to you're not alone by saosin.
which is quite true. I AM NOT ALONE
I have my whole bunch of besties
I have my 7 sista
I have my so called brotha and sista-mien and yi wei
I have all my friends with me.
hahahahahahaha, ok sorry, gone insane. LOL

I don't like people that
tend to not talk to me
it made me feels that I've done something wrong
which cannot be compensate.
I freaking hate that!!!

can you leave?
because
seriously
I don't like
being treaten like that.

I don't feel good today.

Everything that's happening

seems very unpredictable.

and I don't like the feeling.

king of the road

I skipped school today. lol
too tired. muscle cramp. barely can walk.

Friday, had dinner with the QM

Saturday, which is 1st of August.
road block everywhere caused me
took one hour to reach mien's house.
thanks to the stupid protest thing,
it won't work anyway, stupid act.

Sunday, damn chun wey.
Participated the Adidas King of The Road.
I was suppose to wake up at 5 reach school before 6.30
Miraculously, my alarm did not ring
and I woke up at 6.15
then took me 10 minutes to prepare and off to school. *usually its half an hour
reach school and sat bus to Stadium Shah Alam.

Obviously I'm late la,
I didn't laporkan diri and straight join the run
once I come down from the bus then I saw them already. haha
reached the stadium at about 8.40-9.00 after the 8km journey.

Then, we took photos. crazy ones.

He EMO!!!!

WE HAPPY!!!! LOL

stand under the rain bringing sexyback. lol

opps. very happy huh?

sleep also want to banyeng, HAIZ!!!!

ciaoz peeps.

okay, here goes the story and our journey to Hotel Regency just to go for a dinner.
First, right after school, we went to QM room.
Celebrated our Dai lou's birthday---Lim Yan Jang.
anyway
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
EX-DAI LOU of QM.
Lim Yan Jang. Lol

Then some of us went to mien's house and some to kok kin's.
The guys played pool at mien house
and that's the reason why they wanna go mien's house.

We waited for the bus to come,
and guess what? we walked around the SS2.we missed 4 buses.
then bus to KL Sentral, end up stopped at Bangsar Putra LRT station
change of plan due to traffic jam. so we sat LRT to KL Sentral.
Then walked to KL monorial

FINALLY, reached Bukit Bintang and walk to the hotel
what a wonderful journey you see
my feet are so tired from the walking but I enjoyed it.
For your information,
we all were and we are kinda insane la. lol

After we eat, then the cam whore session started
everyone were super duper hyper.
you know la. cam whore ma, for sure all go nuts.
very very normal.

Anyway, today is 1st of August.
have to start study now.
yesterday would be the last day of outing I think. lol
and 1st of August.
not a good day. traffic jam like hell due to the stupid road block.

Tomorrow have to go for the King of the Road.
chun huh? For sure damn tired after the event end.
need to sleep early today.
bye peeps.

AGM 2009

hey people, I've just retired this evening
omg, believe it or not, one year gone already.
Thinking back, it's feels like it just happened yesterday
Honestly, time really flies, so appreciate it, not waste it.

Okay, enough with the grandmother story
Today is the big day for new AJK's
congratz to all of you
Basically, everyone can feel tension la
especially the calons.
this is the new board of directors

President Sum Dek Joe
Vice President 1 Chye Nyit Kang
Vice President 2 Chua Wai Yong
Secretary Lee Xiao Nyin
Asst. Secretary 1 Rachel Lam
Asst. Secretary 2 Yeo Sue May
Treasurer Chiang Choon Yit
Asst. Treasurer Young Tze Wei
Stock Manager Siow Rushan
Asst. Stock Manager 1 Loh Chee Keen
Asst. Stock Manager 2 Wong Wai Kin
Head of Publicity Siow Xiaorong
Asst. Head of Publicity Valerie Yeoh
Head of Cleanliness Nicholas Sheum
Asst. Head of Cleanliness Yong Zhen Yuan
Disciplinary Master Wong Fu Jian
Asst. Disciplinary Master Tan Kim Hean
Disciplinary Secretary Evan Liew
Human Resources Wong Mei Hwan
Asst. Human Resources Lee Yumey
Auditor 1 Khor Zhong Wei
Auditor 2 Fung Chia Loon

You know what? I'm getting older, bad thing.

Dek Joe,
you can do it,
that's why we chose you,
so don't let us down.

Xiao Nyin,
sometimes you may be blurr,
but if anything you don't understand,
remember to give me a call.
I'll be there to help.
I'll be back for every event. LOL

For the others, team work is important, don't do things seperately!!!

Lastly, good luck and all the best, I know you all can do better than us.

Love you all loads

As for the Form 5
sooner or later, we'll be going seperate ways
but I really do hope that we'll hang out often afer we graduate
after all we're a big and happy family right?
being with you all really made me no worries.
you guys are so funny and rocking.
So, hang out as many as we can after we graduate!!!
Big HUG and loads of love

exam coming already. cannot online that often

I still have to say

I'm not over Korea yet.

In fact, I'm addicted to it.

super junior, SNSD

fuiyoh. drives me crazy already lol

Today went Mid Valley with Mien

bought a dress.

Thank you everyone who paid for the dress.

we tried so many dress today

which is kinda tired

we shopped for 4 hours wey.

there is quite a number of dress that are really nice

try those dress like crazy wey.

spotted one in Spade but its RM200, over budget. lol

but I really like that dress la

end up didn't buy it, got abit gek sam lol

* at spade, like that dress a lot.

but the dress I bought

also very nice la lol.

Today and tomorrow is the

Manchester United Asia Tour

at Bukit Jalil.

Sat at the van today,

while going home, passed by Bukit Jalil

saw a lot of MU fans wearing MU T.

I damn envy them la.

Unfortunately, all the stars that I like from Mu left

not that big fan of MU already lol.

lame la me.

I'll try this post in mandrin.
need to write somekind of article in mandrin
still undone and have to pass it up on Sunday.
ok, here it goes. lol

sista，
人生的确是无常
世界每一样东西都是无常的
不是说有生命的东西才会离开地球
铅笔坏了，我们都把它丢掉
衣服不能穿了，我们也把它丢掉
生老病死， 是每一个生物所必经历的
可能有些人会说，感情能够永久
感情也会淡的，死了也不能带走

beh tahan already, very annoying
continue with english.
read an article just now.
it's about complete strangers
A guy went to a shopping mall
then a little girl waved to the guy
from the far end of the aisle
until the other side, the small little girl
waved again, of course the guy waved back
but then the little girl's mum
asked her to stop doing that.

Obviously, the mother doesn't want
their children to talk or wave to strangers.
but have we ever thought of
not all strangers are bad guys?
we are strangers to some people
does that mean that we are bad guys too?
think about it.

Birthday shoutout

oh no, the haze is back

put on your mask people. LOL


but don't worry la.


it's not as bad as you think la.


haha, pointless, I know.

Happy Birthday to Lim Yue Fang!!!

*it's yesterday la.lol

*lol, I know she loves purple!

love you loads, big hug.

Then, tomorrow is Mr. Soo Yi Wei

my so called sister haha

because he acts like a girl la, no doubt wey.

Happy Birthday yo!!!

big hugs!!

Hope both of you had and have a rockin' 17th BIRTHDAY!!

the results for second term exam
its almost done
except, SEJARAH!!!
damn potong!!!

not really satisfied with this term exam though
but who cares la
more important thing
is the coming trial which probably would be
the nightmare of every form 5 lol

Harry Potter coming out soon
anyone interested?
lol I'm so asking nonsense question here

wondering the day that we're gonna leave the school
really made me feel depress
not depress la. just that
the feeling of inseparable its kinda scary haha
I think everyone is aware of that SPM is coming soon

SO, good luck to everyone
who are sitting for SPM!

toodle dudes

Happy Birthday to Miss Har Hou Yan

Knew her since Form 1

remember that she's the PKT of 1B5.

lol, fuiyoh, macam very wai sui one she haha

especially during BM period

as you see Pn.Ngan always request

her to do this and that which made her macam yes. haha

But no doubt she's a super duper good friend

she'll always be there when I'm unhappy

Thank you for being there during the moments when I'm totally lost

Love You Loads!!! BIG HUG

Recently,
I've been thinking should I move on? Or I should say, maybe I've moved on, maybe I'm used to the feeling and didn't know that I moved on. I saw you today, it's quite impossible la. but I think you went because of her? gah. MD!!! Suni, you really want to wait? I need a sista talk right now this moment, Geesh! I feel like flying away from this country. A place where I don't see him. A place where I can flush away all those pathetic memories. Every time I saw you, I'll think about her, I'll think lots of stuff, which doesn't bring me benefits at all, it's kinda stupid though. People never really know what I'm really thinking. LYS, don't think too much, focus on your studies! About the other stuffs, even though I have to think or I want to know, wait it until all the exams are over.

4 more months to graduation.
5 months to 2010.
A brand new year, didn't seem that brand new.

Just a new school life, new friends.

my goodness.
again and again
change this and that
I'm so fui about it

*what if end up blaming me?

A busy yet fun weekend

yo people. lol

I've watch TRANSFORMERS!!!

FINALLY!!

watched with Mien.

It's super duper awesome!!

I can watch it all over again

for a thousand times.

Transformers you rock man yo!

and then after the movie

we went back to school

for QM Gathering 2009!

As a matter a fact

it was kinda bored yesterday!

and it's very very hot

I sweated a lot.

ewwww.

Today went to watch cheer 2009

It was awesome yo.

Those who never been to cheer.

you should go and have a try.

cause it's super duper fun and high

*although I've been there for 3 years

yet is still as fun as always

believe me, you're so gonna love it

Well,

BLITZERZ won-CHAMPION OF CHEER 2009

GO BLITZERZ GO BLITZERZ GO GO GO!!!!

B.L.I.T.Z.E.R.Z. BLITZERZ THE BEST TO BE!!!!

Shirtliff-2nd

Calyx-3rd

Let's go Calyx let's go

I LOVE BLITZERZ!!!!!!

BLITZERZ ROCK YO!!!

as well as CALYX!!!

Keep up the good work.

3 awards a row.

GO GIRL!!!

Please take care of yourself

while you're there.

NATIONAL SERVICE
people are so afraid of it.
once they hear this 'NS'
they'll go like omg omg omg
"I duwan to kena"

and ya.
the list came out.
everyone were checking through net and phone

today went tuition
then after chemistry
I heard someone said.
"ooi, ns list came out ady"
then dunno who kena this and that.

once I went out of the room.
WAAAA...people standing around the computer
just to check whether they're chosen for the NS or not.
but at the same time
I heard people saying that
list coming out on August--->100% sure
LOL.

and I heard people saying that
almost all of the president kena for the NS.

Lately, I'm so addicted to everything that has to do with Korea.

For like serious, what the hell.

Thanks to mien lo. LOL.

even, korean songs. so addicted to it.

Suddenly thought about something

which I seriously don't like about it.

how much I wish I could slap. haha

for cry sake la,

so you think I'll fall for it?

I never really like it.

just fake it like you did.

Suddenly feel like dancing.

It's been two years.

My last modern dancing.

but I have a plan

which is full time dancing lessons after SPM

haha. woot. shock!

*wink. ciaoz people

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1.我的大名 : Lai Yin San
2.我的生日 : 19 June 1992
3.誰傳給你的 : mei ying
4.說出五個好朋友 : mien. and sista
5.生日想要得到什麼禮物 : anything as long as I'm happy
6.近期開心的是 : everything
7.近期壓力大的是 : omg. I need a diet. and exam
8.未來想做什麼啊 : business woman. $$$ lol
9.有沒有喜歡的人 : yes, no? maybe
10.同學會要回去找老師嗎 : ya.
11.跟誰出去最幸福 : the ones that I love
12.如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : it already happen. but things turn out better than I expected which is a good thing
13.跟情人出去最想去哪 : anywhere as long I'm with him but not disgusting places
14.聖誕節要做啥 : with my friends
15.最想跟誰過聖誕節 : all of my friends =)
16.有沒有起床气 : lol. no I guess? don't understand
17.有幾個兄弟姐妹 : one sis one bro
18.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : a lot. korea
19.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) : a lot. korea.lol
20.喜歡什麼顏色 : black, white, red
21.上廁所會不會先沖水 : depends what place is it
22.愛不愛我 : yup
23.喜歡男生還是女生 : boy duh~
24.最想大聲說什麼 : I'm smart and love dancing
25.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 : what to scared of?
26.上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : swt. you consider this a question?
27.誰很欠打 : 欠打的人
28.現在很迷什麼 : listening to songs. especially korea. haha
29.睡相很差 : all mans are like that
30.現在的時間 : 18.32
31.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人 : I do because I'm bored.
32.今天天氣 : cooling
33.你懷孕了嗎 : what the hell?
34.你若中樂透最想做什么 : huh?
35.大學生一定要玩的活動 : anything that are challenging


被我点到的人
1. Mien
2. Jeat
3. Wenxing
4. Yeemin
5. Zhen Nam. lol
6. Kok Kin
7. Zhen Sheng
8. Chi Yen
9. Seng Yew
10.Stupid loke


01-【４號認識６號嗎】: yes

02-【１０號是男還是】：a boy

03-【 ８號的興趣是】: being perasan

04-【１號有沒有兄弟姐妹】：one brother

05-【７號姓氏】： wong

06-【１０號人緣好嗎】：lame shit people

07-【４號有人追嗎】: got gua. dunno.got she also dunno

08-【承上２號呢】：huh?

09-【６號喜歡的顏色是】: dunno. black I guess

10-【３號和１０號是朋友嗎】: nope

11-【８號的生日是】： 12/25/90

12-【５號讀哪呢】：same school

13-【你怎麼認識１０號的】: temple

14-【你跟１號的生日差幾個月】: 5 months

15-【你和９號有出去玩過嗎】：got. genting trip haha

16-【你喜歡和２號聊天嗎】：Qm like to talk crap together

17-【你喜歡和３號在一起嗎】: ya.

18-【你覺得７號人怎樣】: haha. dunno

19-【你覺得９號人怎麼樣】：funny

20-【你愛５號嗎】：as in friends


1.是誰傳給你這份問卷的 : meiying
2.你們認識多久呢 : 4 years and still counting
3.你覺得他(她)對你來說很重要嗎 : ya
4.你與他(她)的關係是 : sista
5.請問他(她)的興趣是 : lol.dancing shouting and someone-ing haha
6.你覺得他(她)的個性如何 : haha. she loves to shout
7.他(她)在你心目中是幾分 (10分): 8

＊睡覺前第一件事 : korea songs
＊起床前第一件事 : bath
＊你的偶像是 : korean haha
＊你喜歡的季節 : autumn
＊你打工過嗎 : nope
＊打工次數 : nope
＊你想去的國家 : KOREA!!!
＊你討厭什麼樣的個性 : fake people
＊你常哭嗎 : seldom
＊你常笑嗎 : often. when we're crapping
＊去玩時喜歡一個人去嗎 : nope
＊是假日時你都睡到幾點 :11
＊今天的天氣是（晴 雨 陰）: rainy
＊朋友和情人你會選擇 : depends
＊機會和命運你會選擇 : chances
＊你很自戀嗎 : sometimes la
＊這問卷多不多 : a lot
＊要怎樣才能讓自己過的好一點 : no idea
＊喜欢吃什么 : anything that is nice?
＊喜歡吃冰嗎 : ya. but unhealthy
＊現在幸福嗎 : yes?
＊最在乎哪幾個朋友 : every of them
＊房間裡最重要的東西是什麼 : my bed
＊最常夢到什麼 : any dream also dreamed of
＊男人精神出軌要不要原諒他 : dunno
＊你认为人生的意义是什么 : happiness
＊你知道吗？（看你们怎么回答！）: deng
＊什么时候最讨厌我 : I don't give a damn
＊向往出世抑或入世，向往道家抑或儒家 : what the hell?
＊你喜欢吃什么蛋糕？ : marble cheese and indulgence
＊请问这个游戏可以停止了吗？: how would I know?
＊喜欢沙丁鱼吗^^？ : depends on my mood but mostly no
＊谁是你的知己？ : Mien <3
＊IQ/EQ哪一个比较高？ : same? but both also high haha
＊電腦还是手機？ : both la of course
＊比较喜欢睡觉还是玩？ : depends
＊Friendster 还是 Facebook ? : Facebook. Friendster so lame.
＊现在最希望什么?: something I want?

Bagusnya~
I've took the undang test this morning
and I passed, it feels good
lol. and I just read for 1 hour in the morning
phew~.

2 more weeks to my birthday.
can't wait
because I want driving lessons.
lol. cya dudes.

A Birthday shoutout

Today is her big big day.
it's 23.54 now.
still manage to wish her
Happy Birthday here. lol
hope you had a great day today.

we were still at your house
last year's today. lol
1 year hilang. time flies. =)

LEONG SU NI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY

we sista love you loads!
3 years and still counting!

I don't like being force
I don't like to do stuff being force
ok?

I'm old enough to make decisions myself
I don't need your permission for certain stuffs
what I did yesterday and the Singapore thing
that was my final decision
and I won't give a damn to change my mind
because it's final. done.

you said I have an bad attitude.
I'm changing it.
that's why I don't defend nowadays
I kept quiet and you'll keep scolding
you said I talk rudely
that's because you never make things clear
before you judge someone or scold someone
even worse you blame me for something
without any reason. WHAT THE HECK?

whether you like it or not
I'm not going to Singapore
I'm going out with them.
that's it

one more month to my hari jadi
I wonder will people remember my birthday?
as you see,
my birthday is on one of the exam day
for sure people will be busying with their books
me as well.

today the sky is red in color.
long time I never get to see
ever since last year

我已经试过了
但始终不能
请你原谅我

watched American Idol last night
I cant believe this 1 of my favourite idol, Danny Gokey
he's out from American Idol, aww~

I believe although he never win
but there's some company will look for him
and continue his singing journey
I wish he's going to come out with an album la.
because, seriously
Danny Gokey rocks wey!!!

but never mind
Adam Lambert and Kris Allen
are still my favourite
no matter which one wins the title
I'll still happy with the results.
next week final.
another season is going to end soon
time flies.

Home Sweet Home by Carrie Underwood

You Know I’m A Dreamer
But My Heart’s Of Gold
I Had To Run Away High
So I Wouldn’t Come Home Low
Just When Things Went Right
It Doesn’t Mean They Were Always Wrong
Just Take This Song
And You’ll Never Feel
Left All Alone

Take Me To Your Heart
Feel Me In Your Bones
Just One More Night
And I’m Comin’ Off This
Long & Winding Road

I’m On My Way
Well, I’m On My Way
Home Sweet Home
Tonight, Tonight
I’m On My Way
I’m On My Way
Home Sweet Home

You Know That I Seem
To Make Romantic Dreams
Up In Lights, Fallin’ Off
The Silver Screen

My Hearts Like An Open Book
For The Whole World To Read
Sometimes Nothing
Keeps Me Together
At The Seams

I’m On My Way
Well, I’m On My Way
Home Sweet Home
Tonight, Tonight
I’m On My Way
Just Set Me Free
Home Sweet Home

Uhmmm, I’m On My Way, Yeah
I’m On My Way
Home Sweet Home

Yeah…, I’m On My Way
Just Set Me Free
Home Sweet Home.

after so long.

after the journey
that I had walked through
these few months
now only I realize
still the best place to be
is there, the one that ever made me happy
more than anything

I love you sista
I love you mien
I love you dazhi
I love you Qm's
I love you 'HIM'






I still miss you

go ahead to hate me
if you feel happy with that
because I don't give a damn anymore

finally QM's
biggest and last project of the year ended today
that is the Sports Day
yup, I can finally 100% concentrate on my studies
as before this very important event
we had so many things to do

I don't think I'll go there often
I had this feeling
even though I'm there
I won't talk often
I won't crap often
and I won't do lame stuff often
as I'm very tired of it already

some people might think
why do I always show the so called black face?
turn it back, why don't you think for yourself what you did
during duties or what so ever it is

no one really help me
I do it all by myself
I cannot blame anyone
because it's my job.
so what I've done it so well
not even one compliment
if some little tiny small mistake pop out
see carefully its "little tiny small"
people blame me for not doing my job well
and I should have listen to him

yes, I do show the black face
because too many problems I have to solve
I'm too stress
everything just lay down on me
but it's ok
because everything is over and ended

you can don't talk to me
go ahead
because it's your mouth
your big damn life

I don't like the feeling

and yes

I don't like

they way you ignore me

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MR. CHUA LIN FOONG
*SPOILER LA THAT YI WEI LOL


SANG SENG DIT

DON'T ALWAYS PAK TOH.

LOL.

shock-nya. LOL

today went ai chean's hse to finish the costume

then we went to parkson to had our dinner
then that's when we started to get high
gone insane
gone crazy
because it's been a long time
since we have dinner or lunch together
just sista I mean.

we had so much fun today.
finally finish.