Hmm. It's July in about a week. Haven't start studying for my finals.
Buddha. God. Allah. Whatever religion it is. Please let me get a cgpa of 4.0 this sem. I beg you!
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Monday, June 11, 2012
don't know why do I feel so paranoid lately.
Stress level just pass through my head. way head above.
Le sigh. So afraid that my results suck like shit,
should have be more hardworking than ever
but for the past 6 weeks I've been slacking around.
SLACKING!!!!
my god. PLEASE SAVE ME!
high school. miss it so much.
at least my stress level are not constrained by time.
at least I still get to fool around everyday
at least I get to see all my friends everyday.
at least I still get to fool around everyday
at least I get to see all my friends everyday.
Saturday, June 09, 2012
Selfishness
Ya. It's been awhile since I last post. Well this random sudden posting it's because I find somebody is unsatisfied with me giving some emo shit face but I don't give a damn cause I don't live to please you. What I do I'm not regret about it.
Assignment is fewer but the quality required is much more higher since it's the last sem and everybody is fighting at its best. And my group mates, like finally after so many sems, I no longer need to be in the same group with that person. I might be acting evil as a witch for kicking her out from the group. But I don't care cause I'm caring for my own benefit and for my group mates as well. After that incident I no longer trust her she can deliver what I want. Ya. Imagine you've reminded and yet work not done. I get so pissed at that moment and it taught me a lesson never ever to be in a same group with this person even though there's only a sem left to go.
And one day my friend told me he is pity of her. I told him you shouldn't cause this is what she should encounter after putting us so much trouble and not realizing it that she has some attitude problem on her assignments. And expecting us to clean up her mess if she done it wrongly since its a group assignment.
I know I'm acting very cruel on her but you have to pay for what you did. It's time for her to fall and get back up by herself. I fall once during my SPM, I had an unsatisfying result. I was very unhappy about it but ever since then I put in a lot of hard work to achieve what I want for the past 2 years, nobody can stop me or ruin my hard work.
Everybody is selfish. Everybody wants the best for themselves. Im blogging about this to remind myself. What I did to her this sem is not wrong, i am helping myself, my group mates and also her at the mean time. Cause what shes going through now is what she had placed me at during back few sems. nobody can blame me for what I did. NOBODY!
Assignment is fewer but the quality required is much more higher since it's the last sem and everybody is fighting at its best. And my group mates, like finally after so many sems, I no longer need to be in the same group with that person. I might be acting evil as a witch for kicking her out from the group. But I don't care cause I'm caring for my own benefit and for my group mates as well. After that incident I no longer trust her she can deliver what I want. Ya. Imagine you've reminded and yet work not done. I get so pissed at that moment and it taught me a lesson never ever to be in a same group with this person even though there's only a sem left to go.
And one day my friend told me he is pity of her. I told him you shouldn't cause this is what she should encounter after putting us so much trouble and not realizing it that she has some attitude problem on her assignments. And expecting us to clean up her mess if she done it wrongly since its a group assignment.
I know I'm acting very cruel on her but you have to pay for what you did. It's time for her to fall and get back up by herself. I fall once during my SPM, I had an unsatisfying result. I was very unhappy about it but ever since then I put in a lot of hard work to achieve what I want for the past 2 years, nobody can stop me or ruin my hard work.
Everybody is selfish. Everybody wants the best for themselves. Im blogging about this to remind myself. What I did to her this sem is not wrong, i am helping myself, my group mates and also her at the mean time. Cause what shes going through now is what she had placed me at during back few sems. nobody can blame me for what I did. NOBODY!
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