你。

你每次說你愛我，但偏偏多的時候我感覺不到。
你每次說你想我，但偏偏多的時候我沒察覺到。

我有時候在想，我在你心目中到底是處在哪個位置。
我偶爾會想，如果你想我，一封簡訊有很困難嗎？
我也會想，如果你愛我，難道你不想我嗎？
那為什麼，你的簡訊，收到的機率會是少過10%？

一次又一次的等待，好累。
我這次決定了，我不想再主動找你。
因為愛的權利是附屬在愛得比較少的那個。
而我。就是要做那個愛得比較少的。

周杰伦- 明明就

糖果罐里好多颜色
微笑却不甜了
你的某些快乐
在没有我的时刻

中古世纪的城市里
我想就走到这
海鸥不再眷恋大海
可以飞更远

远方传来风笛
我只在意有你的消息
城堡为爱守着秘密
而我为你守着回忆

明明就不习惯牵手
为何却主动把手勾
你的心事太多
我不会戳破

明明就他比较温柔
也许他能给你更多
不用抉择
我会自动变朋友

p/s: 把这首歌送给你，用你的立场来欣赏这首歌。我现在很幸福，你的关心，谢了。

A brand new year. Stepping into 21

After a century since the last update, I'm back again. Well, my relationship is going on very well and in a week time to hit 2 years, time really flies. Though we've been through ups and downs, but both of us still hold on to each other because we know faith doesn't always bumped into you. So, if whenever you think you meet your mr.right, don't ever let it go due to minor arguments, cause it's hard for you to meet another one.

It's year 2013 now. and I'm turning 21 this year! FEELS SO OLD! Anyway, 2012 was good to me, but I believed 2011 was better.  2012 seemed to be a bit more boring than I expected, disappointed as well, le sigh. But I've found out something and it really surprised me. Here's what I want to share.

When you moved on your life from a sorrowful past, you really won't wanna go through it all over again. At times I would look back and wonder why would I took the steps, and remind myself to avoid it from happening again. Sometimes when you missed your golden opportunity, despite what field of opportunity, if you missed you will never get a second chance, and you wont be able to chase it back. Even you if you have the luck to hold for a second chance, but you still screwed it in the end, and you still get nothing eventually, that's the consequences.

p/s: Living in the past wont make you stronger, it only weakens you.

great day ahead =)