sometimes i wonder why am i here? i'm wondering can't my family understand how i feel right now? studying everyday it's really tiring. so they think i didn't study at all? well, let just say you all didn't see it. you all didn't see it doens't mean i really didn't study. please la, how on earth can you judge a person like that? by saying them lazy and not hardworking because you didn't see them study? what the hell?! i can only say i'll do my best to prove to you all that i can study, i can be in science class and very well in it since you all say i shouldn't choose science stream. but i think being a science class student is very fun, you can learn things around you. for physics you understand every movement you're doing. you understand what is force, pressure, heat, light, momentum, inertia every movement it involves PHYSICS. as for chemistry, everything you touched is made up by lots of chemical and chemical reaction. biology, your body, your cell, the environment. see, my family, who thought i can't manage to do well in science class. the previous exam, i done it badly it's because i didn't put all my effort in it, it doesn't mean i can't handle it, doesn't mean i'm suffering being a science class student. it's just that i'm not hardworking enough. so, open up your eyes and i'll prove it to you all that Ｉ CAN!!

as for the other thing, i'm gonna be so good in my next term exam. to prove to you that i really can live without you. and my results will be good that you ever imagine since you say i'm smarter than you. oh yes and i'm so agree with what you say. and i wish at the future i'll be a rich and successful person. having a good life. sorry i can't give you anything, the past present and future, forgive me, i know i'm being sarcastic. but i think you made me being like that, thanks a lot