I don't like being force
I don't like to do stuff being force
ok?

I'm old enough to make decisions myself
I don't need your permission for certain stuffs
what I did yesterday and the Singapore thing
that was my final decision
and I won't give a damn to change my mind
because it's final. done.

you said I have an bad attitude.
I'm changing it.
that's why I don't defend nowadays
I kept quiet and you'll keep scolding
you said I talk rudely
that's because you never make things clear
before you judge someone or scold someone
even worse you blame me for something
without any reason. WHAT THE HECK?

whether you like it or not
I'm not going to Singapore
I'm going out with them.
that's it

one more month to my hari jadi
I wonder will people remember my birthday?
as you see,
my birthday is on one of the exam day
for sure people will be busying with their books
me as well.

today the sky is red in color.
long time I never get to see
ever since last year

我已经试过了
但始终不能
请你原谅我

watched American Idol last night
I cant believe this 1 of my favourite idol, Danny Gokey
he's out from American Idol, aww~

I believe although he never win
but there's some company will look for him
and continue his singing journey
I wish he's going to come out with an album la.
because, seriously
Danny Gokey rocks wey!!!

but never mind
Adam Lambert and Kris Allen
are still my favourite
no matter which one wins the title
I'll still happy with the results.
next week final.
another season is going to end soon
time flies.

Home Sweet Home by Carrie Underwood

You Know I’m A Dreamer
But My Heart’s Of Gold
I Had To Run Away High
So I Wouldn’t Come Home Low
Just When Things Went Right
It Doesn’t Mean They Were Always Wrong
Just Take This Song
And You’ll Never Feel
Left All Alone

Take Me To Your Heart
Feel Me In Your Bones
Just One More Night
And I’m Comin’ Off This
Long & Winding Road

I’m On My Way
Well, I’m On My Way
Home Sweet Home
Tonight, Tonight
I’m On My Way
I’m On My Way
Home Sweet Home

You Know That I Seem
To Make Romantic Dreams
Up In Lights, Fallin’ Off
The Silver Screen

My Hearts Like An Open Book
For The Whole World To Read
Sometimes Nothing
Keeps Me Together
At The Seams

I’m On My Way
Well, I’m On My Way
Home Sweet Home
Tonight, Tonight
I’m On My Way
Just Set Me Free
Home Sweet Home

Uhmmm, I’m On My Way, Yeah
I’m On My Way
Home Sweet Home

Yeah…, I’m On My Way
Just Set Me Free
Home Sweet Home.

after so long.

after the journey
that I had walked through
these few months
now only I realize
still the best place to be
is there, the one that ever made me happy
more than anything

I love you sista
I love you mien
I love you dazhi
I love you Qm's
I love you 'HIM'






I still miss you

go ahead to hate me
if you feel happy with that
because I don't give a damn anymore

finally QM's
biggest and last project of the year ended today
that is the Sports Day
yup, I can finally 100% concentrate on my studies
as before this very important event
we had so many things to do

I don't think I'll go there often
I had this feeling
even though I'm there
I won't talk often
I won't crap often
and I won't do lame stuff often
as I'm very tired of it already

some people might think
why do I always show the so called black face?
turn it back, why don't you think for yourself what you did
during duties or what so ever it is

no one really help me
I do it all by myself
I cannot blame anyone
because it's my job.
so what I've done it so well
not even one compliment
if some little tiny small mistake pop out
see carefully its "little tiny small"
people blame me for not doing my job well
and I should have listen to him

yes, I do show the black face
because too many problems I have to solve
I'm too stress
everything just lay down on me
but it's ok
because everything is over and ended

you can don't talk to me
go ahead
because it's your mouth
your big damn life

I don't like the feeling

and yes

I don't like

they way you ignore me

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MR. CHUA LIN FOONG
*SPOILER LA THAT YI WEI LOL


SANG SENG DIT

DON'T ALWAYS PAK TOH.

LOL.

shock-nya. LOL

today went ai chean's hse to finish the costume

then we went to parkson to had our dinner
then that's when we started to get high
gone insane
gone crazy
because it's been a long time
since we have dinner or lunch together
just sista I mean.

we had so much fun today.
finally finish.