I'm sorry for what I did
actions that will make you
so angry
so "cannot tahan"
I'M SORRY, REALLY!!

I did not meant to do it on purpose
I did not knew that you'll get angry
I seriously don't know about anything
I don't know about you
but again I'm sorry

Today is Gerko Day
it was quite a great success
for both of my club
QM and Bomba
but most importantly
congratz to BOMBA!!
I think......
we've done it quite well

I was tired
until I can't tahan ady
then I asked my mum to fetch me home
mana tahu just got up to car then she said
'eh san, me and kor kor want to go SOGO shopping, so you just follow la, take a nap in the car'
and then I was like HUH????????

at first was damn lazy
but then luckily bought some thing
haha, me and mum each bought a pair of high heels
my brother damn suang
he bought a shirt, a tie, a working pants and a working beg
of course la, he need to go to work during his holidays
then I can get money from him LOL

haiz gtg now
damn tired ady

"Over You"

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

FINALLY!!!!

I'm letting it go
this time is serious
real serious
after knowing the fact
argh!!
I've been stupid all the while
oh my ggggggggoooooooooddddddddd
even I LAI YIN SAN myself
can't believe that
I've been so stupid
for a lllllllooooonnnnggggg time
now damn geram
I tell you all

I'm so over it
over over over!!!!
try to fool me one more time
then you'll be going to hell
fast fast and real fast
I TELL YOU!!!
you can fool me
you can fool the world
but you can't fool yourself
I know you think is fun la
I know you enjoyed it very much la
come on la
I know you're gonna miss the fun
cause this is the last time
that you're gonna play the 'game'
so appreciate the last time, MR.SUCK ASS

p/s : to be continue......

Today is Sunday
a song came to my mind
"Sunday morning rain is falling~"
yup, by Maroon 5

oops
I don't know what to said
damn speechless about
anything these few days

thousand of things came across my mind
and I'm seriously 'fan'
but currently
there's no way to solve it
because I don't even know what's the problem

I really am confuse now
so, can you tell me?

today
first day of school
oh damn
the books were so heavy
and my hand
apparently it's half cacat now

this year
I'm going to school as a Form 5
oh my goodness
I feel so old already
leaving high school this year
feel so sad..haiz

p/s :I'm starting to miss those days already

omg

omg

omg

I can't believe this
school's tomorrow
2 months of wonderful holiday
is flying towards the universe
and never coming back
I'm having SPM this year
pressure coming!!!

on the other hand
I feel that
2009 would be a great year
because there's loads of movie
7 sista reunion

and yes
I'm so gonna work hard
for my examination
through the whole year

but I'm worry
because Form 5
I'm very busy
due to continuous working at QM room
and I'm afraid old mistake happen again
I don't wish any mistakes in my studies
EVER AGAIN!!!

I'm confuse
I'm afraid
I'm worry
I'm ARGHHHHHHHHH



INSANE!!!

7 sista

all of us

me and meiying
wesak day performance of 2008

me and yeelin
christmas eve of 2008

me and suni
christmas eve of 2008

me and fang
new year eve of 2008

me and jasmine went for movie
January of 2008

port dickson trip

suni's birthday party

fraser's hill trip

wedding ceremony

3/1/2009
the first day of 2009
7 of us meet again

7 sista
since form 2
we've been acting very crazily
and yes we really love each other
although we do fight
but the very next day
we wipe it all away
and now we're together again
we should start again

the time we've been through
I'll never forget
because you guys are the best to me

7 sista
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

the day where 7 of us meet again 3/1/2009

I am so happy for the rest of the day
because 7 of us finally meet up again
in da zhi of course
hey girls,
next time look for a day
let's go out have some fun together
7 of us long time not being together already
best day of 2009, lol

yesterday I watched "bedtime story"
you guys have to watch it
it's nice and funny
you guys will love it!

too much too much
too much memory I have
but it's not that bad after all

memories?
happy tragic and anything

memories in DAZHI
memories in QM
memories with HIM
memories with BUDDIES

2008
many things happened in 2008
but things happened for a reason
the reasons?
too complicated

2008
Beijing Olympic
and a lot
tragic incident

to me
2008
happy and so-not
seriously I'm not happy
for almost half of the year
and I believe those who
know me well
knew what had happened

2009
everyone said "happy new year"
and every new year
not that happy
I doubt that everyone
is happy for the
damn whole year

there is no such thing as
"a new year a new life"
to get a new life
every tomorrow
is a new life
it's just the matter of
do you want to change your life
and it's sooner or later

a new year born

hellllllloooooooooooo

every body

what year is today?

it's 2009

time flies

and I'm already form 5

wish everyone

Happy New Year

Happy 2009