I tell you what.
you better fuck off. *this is the first time I use vulgar word in my blog
if you don't like you can don't talk
if you don't like you can just leave
if you don't like you can just ignore
but please if you don't like
DON'T EVER SAY WE ARE IGNORANT
BECAUSE COMPARE US TO YOU
YOU ARE EVEN IGNORANT
trying to act as if you're a somebody.

I know you will read this and know it by yourself
maybe you'll think I'm fake
but I don't care cause you are fake also.
from today onwards I really don't want to care
or take any concern on you. just take it as a bull shit whenever I heard bad news from you.

bye LOSER!

oh it's Saturday it's 29/5/2010.

Wesak Day is over which mean I'm finally free from temple activities

I'm so relieve now. *wink

mien remember to look for me.

Mien,

talking about shopping and credit cards

aint you have to be 18 to apply one? apa la you. haha

Shopping, I need to wait my sis la. so I don't have to pay. Sorry mien

I don't have a credit card now.

plus I'm Bankrupt. and have to save money for Super Show 3

aigo. but nevermind if you want to shopping

I'll be your company. *woot

anything unhappy just text me. you'll get old easily if you got emo easily. big smile! haha

ok. I got my Super Junior Boys In The City Season 3 photobook on Thursday weeeeee~

and also my Super Junior Vol. 3 Version D Sorry Sorry album. that is so awesome.

the day I got it my body was like from 30% to 100% haha

imagine how happy I was. from a total sick ass to a happy cheerful orang.

 both in good condition. thanks buddha. for protecting my assets. haha

now I'm waiting for my Bomanama Album. please arrive Malaysia soon. pray hard!

izit me or them?

I feel like I'm being isolated from my high school dudes

izit me or them?

I feel like I'm not their friend

for example today

they're going to xingkun's house which I didn't know at the first place

not until JUST NOW. 8.57pm

Yan jang did call.

but they should have tell me earlier to let me plan my day.

not just a phone call and expect me to go.

Hello, I want a plan to do things. I want well organized.

not last minute planning will settle everything.

yash! this is frustrating. 

and now I didn't know what happened. no mood already.

See super junior also no mood. This is horrible.

what function I ALSO DON'T KNOW. god crisis.

Don't wanna talk about it. it made me even wanna bang myself to the wall.

AH I should go to my room and think what I did wrong and change.

bye people

We call someone a Facebook loser for a reason.


1. B*tches who lack attention and keep updating their status for god knows what reason. Are you that free to announce to the whole world about your every single detail in your life? I'm here begging you to go get a life okay.


2. Guys who update their status every day, f gay f gay f gay! Once a day is more than enough. Twice a day? Urghh..


3. People who are on Facebook 24/7. Those lifeless geeks are really lifeless!! They seriously can reply your comment within ten seconds.


4. People who post notes on their walls about their conversations with others. OH MY EFFIN' GOD that's lame.


5. Camwhore b*tches who have an entire album of their camwhore photos. People will get sick of your face eventually!


6. People who post meaningless links on their walls saying "OMG MUST WATCH THIS! HAHAHA VERY FUNNY XD".


7. Cheena bangs who comment like this, Awxxx U R sho cutezz nerhXxz! i wAnts oSo.. and what's worse is that they put damn a lot of emoticons in their comments. Urgh...


8. Sluts who show their cleavage so proudly. Come on, it's gross! Unless you have Blake Lively's boobs 


9. People who have similar photos all the time. For one single event they can have two f albums and have more than 400 photos, for example! Prom Night Part I and Part II. Hahahhaha, taking photos for the first time in their life.


10. Those who fear that their social status might get threatened which leads them to commenting on stranger's status. Nice thick skin you have there.


If you show one of the aforementioned symptoms, I'm sorry but undoubtedly you are a loser.
Please, save the world, for god sake!!'

I read this from some one's blog totally agree. 

but I quite often update my status.

NOPE!!! just sometimes 'often'  

anyway I don't think I'm one of them. 

hahahaha

I think it's a nice one. veery chun 

I like the song 

"Here We Go"

It definitely will light up my day. 

Everyone go listen.

Bye! and Good Morning

yesterday was not my day


so is today.


I don't have the mood

"I don't know you but I want you." tuning into [ falling slowly ]


Okay someone typed this in their Blog

"有些东西你越喜欢，越想要拥有，也不会属于你的，更想要留念的，也注定要放弃"

but then in the end they got what they wish for. so sarcastic.

then what about those who didn't wish for anything? 

Living their life and meaning to say that there wont be something special happened to them?

C'mon everyone deserve to live a wonderful and memorable life.

and the person who wrote that. Seriously one hundred percent 101 faker.

because he/she did got what she wish for. 

Maybe I should stop judging he/she 

Maybe judging someone made me lost everything 

Judging someone is not really good.

so maybe I should stop it and move on

oh. most important of all don't give a damn on what's happening. 

Ya that should do so. 

about the person who wrote that sentence. 

I still have to say "I don't like you in every way"

but I have no choice. I just have to DON'T CARE.

despite the fact that I love the song "I'm a loner"

I am indeed a loner. how pathetic.

Listening to yeelin sharing about the conversation she had with her primary friends in college made me feel moody not only moody but also restless. it's like I realize I don't even have a friend to talk in college. Seriously, I don't like the feeling. I'm so used to it that I have bunch of friend every time I arrive at school. Best example during high school. Maybe I'm just being sensitive, well it's just first week of college. people might say I'm not sociable I don't know. gah! or maybe I got affected by yeelin. cause she get to be the same class with her friends but I didn't get to. So, maybe I'm just being sensitive. Maybe everything will be alright after the tutorial class starts. Hope so and pray hard!

oh another thing that describe as a loner.

ya. "the thing"

I should really let it go already.

I saw the inbox I know it's immoral.

but hey I'm not the one who took a peek on it first it was somebody hahaha

ya. and I know why he'll never do that.

cause I'm too good for him hahaha so get loss sucktard

OK, I'm fine already. back to the dumb stupid Lai Yin San.

but anyway No matter what there will be my friends and Super Junior to cheer me up! YAY!

bye peeps

C.N. Blue I'm A Loner

oetoriya oetoriya
oetoriya oetoriya)
bwabwa nareul bwabwa ttokbaro nae du nuneul bwa
geobwa imi neoneun ddan goseul bogo isseo
check it one two three sigyebaneulman chyeoda boneun gae
mal an haedo dareun saram saenggingeol ara

(Rap)
yojeum neon na anin dareun saramgwa mannami jatdeora
ijeneun meonjeo jeonhwado geolji andeora
narang isseul ttaeneun haruga 1chorado neon nae apeseo yojeum haneulman bodeora
Oh~ I know your mind imi neowa naui geori
meoreojin geurigo beoreojin namboda motan uri sai

# oh baby oetoriya oetoriya ddaribiriddaradu~ oetoriya oetoriya ddaribiriddaradu~
oetoriya oetoriya sarange seulpeohago sarange nunmuljitneun oetori
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight gaseumi apa
Oh no no no no no body knows mam molla
one two three four five six seven night su manheun bameul seumyeo nareul dallaego isseo

(Rap)
charari dareun saram saenggyeotdago naega sirheumyeon sirtago
charari soljikhage malhaejwotdamyeon nan neoreul jukdorok miwohajin anhasseul tende
check it one two three ne mareul doesaegyeo bwado irijeori dulleodaeneun geojitmariya

# Repeat
sarangi gane sarangi ddeonane
(han sarameul geurigo han sarangeul naegeneun iksukhaetdeon modeun geotdeureul)
i bami gamyeon neol jiwoyagetji
(geurae na eokjirorado neoreul jiwoyagetji nal beorin neol saenggakhamyeon geuraeyagetji)
(Gone Gone my love is gone)
oetoriya oetoriya daridiridara du~ oetoriya oetoriya ddaribiriddaradu~
oetoriya oetoriya sarange apahago sarangeul gidarineun oetori
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight kkum igil wonhae
Oh no no no no no body knows nal molla
one two three four five six seven night su manheun bameul seumyeo nunmul heulligo isseo

Translation

(I'm a loner. I'm a loner.
I'm a loner. I'm a loner.)

Look, look at me, me. Look at me straight in the eyes.
Look, you are already look at elsewhere.
Check it one two three, you only keep looking at the clock.
You don't have to tell me. I know you got someone else.


(Rap)
You've been meeting someone else often lately.
You don't even call me first anymore.
When you are with me, you would only look at the sky even if a day is a second long.
Oh~ I know your mind. The distance between you and I.
Getting farther and wider. We are no better than strangers.


# oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner. I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love. sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts.
Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel.
one two three four five six seven night, I'm cheering up myself passing many nights awake.

(Rap) If you had just told me honestly
that you got someone else. That you hate me.
Then I wouldn't have hated you to death.
check it one two three. Remembering your words, they are all silly lies.

# Repeat

Love is going. Love is leaving.
(One person and one love. Everything that I've been used to)
I should erase you after tonight.
(Yes, I should force myself to erase you. I should do so since you abandoned me)
(Gone Gone my love is gone)


I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner hurt by love and waiting for love.
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight, I want this to be a dream.
Oh no no no no no body knows, no body knows me.
one two three four five six seven night, I'm crying passing many nights awake.

I don't want to be the ordinary one.

I want to be the extraordinary which will woa out people.

stay tune for more!

p/s: comeback stage for Super Junior tomorrow at KBS world!! so excited right now!

Today college was fun!
had a workshop regarding
Introduction on tertiary skills and study skills.
this lecturer named Johnny Chin.
He's a very english person indeed
of course la people teach english language la c'mon

this lecturer is super funny and interesting
I was inspired by the way he heat up the whole class
from a sleepy morning to a energetic morning.
this is inconceivable. SERIOUSLY.

most important of all he has a good sense of humor
which is the main reason he can heat up a cool boring morning.
and oh! he claims himself as a young lecturer.
he indeed is consider young compare to other lecturers
which wear specs with a big tummy and gray hair. lol
maximum for his age maybe say 38? or 39? anything la. HE IS consider young.

ANYWAY. I had great time today. not a boring one at least.

this is
super cool
super hot
super excited

because it's


SUPER JUNIOR!!!

we sure will stay with you until we're old.

I wonder are you or not.
Is like you like them but you don't care for them.
even worse you like one of them only.
ARGH!!! whatever.

Yesterday yum cha with sista.
Practically, I always yum cha with them after dancing la.
So, we were having fun acting certain people techniques of taking photos.
I know, that was super lame but who cares?
cause we had fun!
The restaurant is full with our laughter's. *I cannot believe it, once again
so used to it.~

Started college on Monday.
oh and, FYI.
Orientation week is the worst nightmare of every school
Cause is like hell bored. sitting there doing nothing.
How much I wish the first day I can just go into the class
Sit down, take out my pen and paper, then jot down the notes, end class.
and that will be happening only next week. Middle finger coming out ady. haha
screw it.

what else? *too long didn't post something about my life
Oh mien. she's obsessed with a senior or tutor which she doesn't even know the name.
claps for her la!!! *clapping and still *clapping
I won't ask her to be more realistic
cause obviously I'm so not realistic nowadays

*except when it comes to relationship I know what I'm thinking

not realistic as in I always like to think about Super Junior

*I can hear people saying Oh no, here she goes again

but whatever. thinking of them seriously brighten up my day. that's for sure.
Super Junior, I can swear there's more than a billion of fans wants them as boyfriends
and I'm one of them. Seriously, they're special.

Ok, speaking of Super Junior.
I can't wait for tomorrow.
MV releasing tomorrow.
is it tomorrow or today?
blurr. If i'm not mistaken it says 13th of May.
why is everyone saying "tomorrow" yesterday which is today?
I cannot miss it, you know.
forgive me for saying Super Junior AGAIN!!! hahahahaha

lol. I think this is the longest post ever since don't know when.
Well, anyway I got to go now. need to check news already.
See you guys!

Super Junior's message to ELF

SUPER JUNIOR 'MIINAH' BEAUTY

Ddanddaranddan, ddanddaranddan, ddanddaranddan, ddadaddarappa
Ddanddaranddan, ddanddaranddan, ddanddaranddan, ddadaddarappa

[SIWON] Nuhl alkkamalkka alkamalkka nuhmoo yeppeun miinah. Nal michyuhddago marhaedo nan niga johda miinah
[HEECHUL] Nooga juhnhaejwuh My baby, to my baby Naega yuhgi iddago marya. Gidarinda marya (Baby, you turn it up now)

[KYUHYUN] Nuhn, gataboota, gataboota mal jom haera miinah. Ni maeumeul gajyuhddamyuhn geunyang naneun salmui Winner
[YESUNG] Ee sesangui ichiran, ichiran, yongki inneun jareul ddara na gateun nom marya

[RYEOWOOK] Yetmare Say, yuhl buhn jjikeumyuhn nuhmuhganda. Eusseuk, eusseuk, eusseuk
[SUNGMIN] Geunyuhneun kangjuhk. Kkeudduhk uhbda. Ppijjook, ppijjook, ppijjook
[RYEOWOOK] Nan uhdduhkhalkka uhdduhkhalkka geunyuhmani nae gwanshimin guhl, guhl, guhl

Bounce to you, Bounce to you Nae gaseumeun nuhl hyanghae jabhil soodo uhbseul mankeum ddwigo inneunguhl
Break it Down to you, Down to you Nae gaseumi nuh, nuhl gatji mothandamyuhn muhmchul guhranda (Nal barabwara)

[SHINDONG/EUNHYUK] Bolkkamalkka, bolkkamalkka, bolkkamalkka na gateun namja. Bonchemanche, bonchemanche, bonchemanche dorasuh bwado
Bogobwado, bogobwado, bogobwado na bakke uhbda. BONAMANA, BONAMANA, BONAMANA (Baby, you turn it up now)

[DONGHAE] Mwuhl salkka, salkka, salkka, salkka nuhreul wihan suhnmool. Oh, michigedda. Saenggakman haedo johahal ni moseup
[KYUHYUN] Listen girl! [YESUNG] Johahae.
[KYUHYUN] Baby girl! [YESUNG] Saranghae.
[KYUHYUN] Namani nuhreul wihan namja.
[YESUNG] Deuruhjwuh bwa nuhreul hyanghan gobaek

[RYEOWOOK] Nae mamui say, aeman taewooji malgo jebal kkeuduhk, kkeuduhk, kkeuduhk
[SUNGMIN] Ee noryuhk juhngdomyuhn narado goohae giteuk, giteuk, giteuk
[LEETEUK] Nan uhdduhkharago, uhdduhkharago geunyuhmani nae junbooin guhl, guhl, guhl

[ALL] Bounce to you, Bounce to you Nae gaseumeun nuhl hyanghae jabhil soodo uhbseul mankeum ddwigo inneunguhl
Break it Down to you, Down to you Nae gaseumi nuh, nuhl gatji mothandamyuhn muhmchul guhranda (Nal barabwara)

[SHINDONG/EUNHYUK] Bolkkamalkka, bolkkamalkka, bolkkamalkka na gateun namja. Bonchemanche, bonchemanche, bonchemanche dorasuh bwado
Bogobwado, bogobwado, bogobwado na bakke uhbda. BONAMANA, BONAMANA, BONAMANA Na bakke uhbda

[HEECHUL] Nan deudyuh michilguhya. Pokbarhae buhril guhya. Duh mot chamgessuh geunyuhmanui milgo dangkigi
[EUNHYUK] Oh jinjja michilguhya. Nooga jom mallyuhbwa bwa. Iruhke himdeul guhran nooga marhaessuhyaji

[RYEOWOOK] (It's) True, true Nae kamjuhngeun gal goshi uhbsuh. Nege matchwuh buhringuhl nuhn jal aljanhni
[KYUHYUN] How to keep loving you? Naega jinjja nege jarhalge idaero nal ssuhkhyu doojima

[SUNGMIN] Gidarinda. Miinah!
[SHINDONG] Hope you'll step to me, step to me
[SUNGMIN] Saranghanda. Miinah!
[SHINDONG]Bring it, sign to me, sign to me
[DONGHAE] Hahahaha hahahahaha
[LEETEUK] geunyuhga imi nal barabol joonbiga dwae issuhnna bwa

[ALL] Bounce to you, Bounce to you Nae gaseumeun nuhl hyanghae jabhil soodo uhbseul mankeum ddwigo inneunguhl
Break it Down to you, Down to you Nae gaseumi nuh, nuhl gatji mothandamyuhn muhmchul guhranda (Nal barabwara)

[SHINDONG/EUNHYUK] Bolkkamalkka, bolkkamalkka, bolkkamalkka na gateun namja. Bonchemanche, bonchemanche, bonchemanche dorasuh bwado
Bogobwado, bogobwado, bogobwado na bakke uhbda. BONAMANA, BONAMANA, BONAMANA Na bakke uhbda

people who always bothered by relationship, love.
Seriously, irritates me a lot.

It's like I didn't even have a clue about the word 'LOVE'

I had before but that was like super long time ago
which actually totally forgot about what's the feeling.

except when sista or my friends tell me about theirs
that I wont feel irritated.

for other people.
I say f off. it's annoying, so you better cut the crap AND~
get the hell off in front of me.

because you wont know what's gonna happen.

Haha just kidding.

as for my friends, talk how much you want!
I won't feel irritated. CAUSE YOUR MY FRIEND!

the word 'Love' L.O.V.E

hahaha whatever. didn't even want one right now.

toodles peeps

what is wrong with you again?

please don't make us worry about you.

and please pay more attention to your study.

you're not 8 but you're 18 ALREADY.

don't make us feel we can't do anything.